Heartbreak Girl |luke hemmings|

Chapter 31

Monica's POV

"Hi everyone!" we all said, "Okay, as you can tell Monica is here, and we know she doesn't usually do twitcams with us but this is an exception" Ashton said, "Monica and I have an announcement to make" Luke said, I gulped and looked up, "Do you want to tell them?" Luke asked, I shook my head, "They're your fans, you tell them" I said, "Okay, well, everyone..... Monica is pregnant" Luke said, I automatically looked at the comment bit.

It was filled with rude comments, really nasty, mean things.

I stood up and walked away to the bunks, lying in my bunk and crying.

How did I end up in this mess?

"Monica" Luke said, he opened the curtain and crawled in next to me, pulling me into his chest, "It's alright Monica" Luke said, "No its not Luke, I am pregnant, I'm going to have a baby, you're going to be on tour, I'm going to be alone" I said wiping my tears, "No you won't Monica, you won't be alone, i'll always be here for you, I love you Monica and I will be here for you and our baby" Luke said, I sighed, "I think I have to sleep, I love you too Luke" I said snuggling into his chest.

I woke up in the same position as I fell asleep in, snuggled into Luke's chest, I sat up and went to the bathroom and was sick in the toilet, I brushed my teeth and tied my hair into a pony tail before going and sitting in the sitting room thing.

My phone started ringing and I answered it, it was my mum, "Hey mum" I said, "Hi honey, how are you feeling?" my mum asked, "Im good, I don't feel to sick today" I said, "Thats good, I have a suggestion, and you don't have to take it, I was just wondering" she began, "Just get on with it" I said giggling, she chuckled, "Okay, what would you say if I asked you to come home from the tour?" she said, "Oh, I don't know" I said, "I guessed you would say that, it was just a suggestion, just because you're pregnant and you're young and you should be resting, your dad and I, also Liz and Andrew, don't feel comfortable with you travelling from country to country all the time" she said, I giggled, "Im only a month pregnant mum, I'm sure i'll be okay" I said, "I know, but it would out my mind at ease, I hate thinking of you being sick or something while on a plane, or something harming the baby" she said.

"I'll think about it mum, definitely, but I can't guarantee it, I love it on tour" I said, "I was afraid of that, just please think about it, for me, I love you" he said, "Love you too mum" I said smiling as I hung up.

"Hey Monica" Luke said kissing me gently, "Hey Luke" I said smiling, "Who was on the phone?" he asked, "My mum, she wants me to go home from the tour because I'm pregnant" I said sighing, "Are you gonna go?" he asked, "I don't know. What she was saying made a lot of sense and made me seriously think about it, what if something happened to the baby because I was travelling too much? Or what if I got sick on the plane and no one could help me, I wouldn't be able to live with myself if the baby got harmed because I was too selfish to leave the tour" I said.

"It's your choice Monica" Luke said, I smiled, "What do you have planned today?" I asked, "We have an interview, a singing and then a concert" he said, "Busy day" I said giggling, "I bet Ashton says you guys have a big ass day today, he will say that at one point" I added, Luke chuckling as the others came into the sitting room, one by one.

"Morning guys" Ashton said, "Morning" everyone said, "I might be leaving tour" I said, "Really? Why?" Michael asked, "My mum called and told me she would feel better if I was at home, 'cause I'm pregnant, and she doesn't think I should be travelling all the time, incase it harms the baby, and I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I harmed the baby" I said, everyone nodded, "I think I'll book a flight home and call my mum, but i'll do it later while you're all out" I said, "Oh yeah, we have a big ass day ahead" Ashton said, "I knew it! Luke what did I tell you, Ashton you're so predictable" I said giggling, "What?" Ashton said, "I told Luke about a half hour ago that you would say you have a big ass day ahead, and you did" I said giggling, he chuckled.

We spent an hour talking, eating and laughing before the boys had to leave, I promised I would make the flight home for tomorrow, so I could see them all again and they could take me to the airport, and I did that.

My flight was for 11 am tomorrow, and I had called my mum and told her, she was happy I chose to come home, it would be good to go home, I guess, but I would miss Luke a lot, and the others, obviously, but mostly Luke.

I had to keep reminding myself it was only for another four and a half months.

But that's four and a half months without Luke.

Thats the longest we've ever gone without seeing each other.