Remember// C.H

10) Away

~Brooklyn

"Hey Calum" I find myself at Bella's again.

"Hey love, what's up" he said

"I can't do this anymore" I said. "You, me, us" I mumble.

"Us being friends?" He asked.

"Calum, you know damn well I'm not talking about us being friends. I'm talking about your liking towards me" I said.

He ran his fingers through his hair.

"I know how this is going to end, and it's going to end bad" I managed to say.

"We'll just have to get through it" he said.

"Calum, face reality. We are not compatible with each other, you are probably going to be gone soon anyways" I said.

I observed Calum. He stared down at his phone for a while contemplating on what to say.

"Is there another reason behind all of this?" He asked.

"Calum! Can't you fucking understand ?!" I asked pissed off. "You and I, are not a thing. Never have been, and never will be!" I said.

"There is no us, no kissing, no nothing. This 'friend' thing isn't working out either, Calum." I said

He looked at me now. His brown eyes were slowly watering. Is he going to cry?

"Brooklyn. I can't do that" he said.

"When I said 'don't fall in love with me' I meant don't fall in love with me."

"Brooklyn, why are you doing this?" He asked.

"Because, I don't feel the same way about you, the same way you feel about me" I said.

He was now silent. He stares back at me with ice cold eyes, and his face went numb.

In that moment I knew I broke his heart.

I didn't mean to. I should of thought of all the precautions before going through with this. My intentions were not to undermine Calum's heart, but to let him know that we shouldn't be talking.

"Okay, Brooklyn" his voice is deep, but full of anger. "Can I say something" he said.

"Yeah, sure" I said.

"Thank you for leading me on, and thinking that you were the only girl who could make me feel the way I felt with you. But I guess I thought wrong again, after so many people hurting me, I thought you were the one who could make me feel untroubled again. So thank you Brooklyn. " he said.

I put my hand over my mouth in shock, at what I just did.

"Oh, and go fuck yourself" he said. I watched as he got up from the chair he was sitting in, and walking outside into the brisk air.

Girls came up to him, but he just ignored them, getting into his car.
He drove off quickly, and down the ice cold roads.

That was my Beginning and my end with Calum Hood in about 6 days.

1:03 AM
Friday, September 5th

"What the fuck did I do?!" I scream into my pillow, tears slowly falling down my face.

"Stop fucking crying. He was only playing you anyways" I try to force my mind to think.

I can only imagine the pain he's going through right now, but 10 times worse.

More tears run down my face, and I think.

How can I be happy if he's the one killing me ?

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