Remember// C.H

37) Sorry for Loving You

~Brooklyn

I lay on Calum's bed as he constantly argues on the phone with Luke.

"Calum, baby, calm down" I would say to reassure him, as he blows me off.

"Calm down?!" He yelled. "You are mine, and only mine! Not Luke's okay?"

"I know" I said crawling over to him.

He sat on his bed in complete silence listening to Luke speak.

"This is all bullshit" he mouthed to me, so Luke couldn't hear.

I nodded my head, placing a kiss to his temple.

"What the hell? I fucking heard you say you needed her so fucking bad." He said "how can you explain that?"

Luke was silent, as Calum spoke once again.

"I just can't believe you would do this to me" Calum said hanging up the phone, and sighing.

"You'd be honest with me if I asked you, if you've done anything with him right?" He said

I nodded my head.

"Alright, love" He pulls me into him.

"Are you guys going to be okay?" I ask him. "You can't just give up your friendship with each other"

"I wasn't planning to." Calum said. "That's just fucked up though"

"Don't be so hard on him, okay? " I said.

"So you are defending him?" Calum snapped.

"No, I am not" I said quietly. "Just the whole night you have been arguing with him, over me, and you've been more than a little harsh to him"

"How can I not be?!"

"Cal, you can't help who you fall in love with" I said. "You can't just wake up and say 'oh, I'm gonna fall in love with this person today' You just can't. And you being so hard on Luke, Calum that's crazy, and he can't help it."

"So you are okay with all of this?!" Calum's voice became angrier.

"No, I'm not saying that I am okay with this. But what I am saying is you are being very insolent towards him"

"Rude? Are you serious?" Calum said.

"Yes, Calum. How would you like it if you had feelings for someone, to only have their boyfriend bash them the whole time?" I said.

"You are being very childish, and you should apologize to Luke"

"I am starting to think you like him" Calum rolled his eyes.

"So defending someone means liking them?" I question Calum.

"But you are taking his side! You aren't even seeing things from my point of view!" Calum yells.

"How can I when you're being such a jerk to him. He doesn't deserve that at all! No matter what he has done to you or me, he doesn't deserve that"

"But Brooklyn" Calum says.

"Calum, what you said was seriously rude. You should apologize to him" I said.

"No" Said Calum. "Not fucking at all"

I rolled my eyes.

"You go apologize to him, if you feel that fucking bad"

"Fine!" I yell. "Maybe I will"

Calum rolled his eyes once again, as I put on my shoes to go back to Luke's house.

I left Calum's place, and walked as quickly as I could to Luke's, because I was riding in Calum's car, and didn't have a way to get home.

I reached Luke's house and knocked on his door.

It was really cold, and really dark and I was tired of standing in the cold weather shivering so I knocked again.

"Luke, it's me, Brooklyn, open up" I said against the door.

About a minute later he slowly opened the door and turned on his porch light.

His eyes were red, and his face pale. His hair was tussled everywhere, and he wore nothing but sweatpants and a t-shirt.

"I don't think Calum wants you here" He says almost in a whisper. "It's for the best"

"No" I said. "Can we talk please?"

"Brooklyn, I can't let you do that." He said. "Calum already hates me. I don't want him to hate me even more"

"Luke please" I said once again. "It's cold"

He sighed, letting me in to his warm house.

"Thank you" I said, sitting on his couch that I was sitting at earlier.

Luke sat far away from me, and fiddled with his thumbs.

"I'm sorry" I said. "For his actions"

"Don't apologize for him, Brooklyn" Luke said. "You can't apologize for something you have no control over"

"I know but, you don't at all deserve that" I said. "You shouldn't be treated that way"

He started to break down.

"I'm so sorry" He said in between tears. "I'm sorry that I'm in love with you. I shouldn't have let this happen, this is all my fault."

I scoot over to Luke pulling him into a hug. He wraps his arms around my waist, as his head is laid on my shoulder.

He holds me tightly as he cries onto my shoulder.

"I'm so sorry" He cries out again.

And this time, I can't help but to cry with him.

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