Remember// C.H

34) Loving Me, Seriously?

~Brooklyn

"Calum, please stop telling me this" I would say as he kissed my neck.

"Telling you what?" He asked

I took a deep breath before speaking.

"That you love me" I said.

He stopped kissing me, and now starred deep into my eyes.

"I love you" He paused. "What do you mean?"

"Please don't lead me on" I said quietly. "It's happened too many times"

I rolled over on his bed and ran my fingers through my hair. I just feel like he is capable of hurting me. With all of his fans, and people in his life it just may be hard for to him to focus himself on just one person.

"Why would I lead you on?" He asked.

I shook my head closing my eyes. "I don't know Calum"

"No, Brooklyn I want to know" He paused again. "Why would I lead you on?"

"It's just I always had this thought in the back of my mind about you, leading me on" I said. "Or take advantage of me"

Calum rolled his eyes, laying back on the bed.

"I would now?" He questioned

"I don't know." I paused "You could be capable of it"

He let out an annoyed laugh

"That's kind of fucked up" He wrapped his arm around my waist. "You could be too"

I didn't say anthying back, and just listened to the both of us breathe.

After a while Calum spoke. "But I do love you" He stated. "I can just look at you and see this light in your eyes, that I've never seen before in anyone else. I just see you as eveyrthing I've been looking for my entire life, and I just love that"

I turned around facing him. "You do?" I asked

"Yeah" He said starring deep into my eyes. "I'm serious"

He slowly kissed my lips, and I kissed back. He slowly pulled my body on top of him, and kissed me deeper.

His hands traveled down my back and on to my waist. He began to tug on the end of my shirt.

He pulled the his shirt over my head, kissing my neck as he did.

This time Calum was on top of me as he admired my body.

"You're so beautiful" He would say before he kissed my chest, going lower and lower until he reached my shorts.

"Calum" I said

"Hmm" He mumbled.

"I-I don't want too" I said quietly

"I won't" He said a little dissapointed handing me back my shirt.

I sat up on his bed, and quickly pulled his shirt back on. "I'm sorry, I'm just not ready"

"Brooklyn, It's okay." He said "There isn't anything to worry about"

"You wanted too right?" I asked.

"I mean, yeah but I wan't you to be ready"

I stayed silent. Calum stared at me for a long time before saying "Let's just watch a movie, or something"

Calum turned on his T.V. Searching the channel guide for a movie that we could watch.

"Something Scary? Or not scary?" He asked.

"I don't mind" I spoke.

He selected the movie 'The perks of being a Wallflower'

I couldn't help but think that I displeased Calum.

I feel really bad that I can't give him what he wanted.

I'm just not ready...

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