Remember// C.H

12) Letters To Calum [Part Two]

~Brooklyn

Dear Calum,

I used my 11:11 wish on you Today.

I wished that you would come back into my life.

I know I can pick up the phone and dial your number, but let's face it. You wouldn't pick up.

3 days ago I wrote you a letter, but threw it away.

Hopefully, this one is better than before.

Hopefully your not hurting any more, it usually takes a while to get over a person.

But how would I know?

You weren't the one who did the damage in our friendship, and our budding relationship.

I miss you.

I just want to pick up my phone and give you a call, and talk about your life and how you're doing.

Tell me your life Is great Calum, that your happy.

No , fuck that.

Tell me you need me.

Tell me you want to kiss me.

But that's not going to happen.

Honestly Calum,

I told myself I would never fall in love with you because I knew you wouldn't love me back, even if you said you did.

But oh boy,

I was sure as hell wrong.

Calum, Your love was a drug that I was somewhat addicted to.

I didn't actually realize you loved me until I broke your heart.

I watched your body go numb, and the fire in your eyes burn out.

You looked at me, and smiled.

Told me to go fuck myself.

I deserved it.

I watched you walk out on me. I could have stopped you, but I was terrified.

Please love me again.

I won't hurt you.

Call me please,

You have my number.

Screw it.

The rain is falling down like my tears, and I find no point in trying to save myself again.

Sincerely A girl who's lovesick over a boy who clearly doesn't care,

Brooklyn Decker x

Like the other note; in the trash

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