~Brooklyn
"What does this mean?" I asked sitting my back against his couch, and pulling my knees to my chest.
Calum looked at me, and furrowed his brows.
"What does what mean?"he questioned back.
"You know, us ..." I placed my chin on my knees blushing.
He smirked.
"I don't know. What do you want 'us' to mean?" He shot back with another question.
"I don't know, that's why I'm asking you" I smiled.
"Like, be your boyfriend?" He questioned. "I would have to ask you out first"
"Well, duh." I teased.
"Anyways, I would like to take you out first, and then ask you out." He said.
"That is, if you actually like me" He smirked
"Are you serious?" I asked now realizing what he was talking about.
At his remark I became instantly annoyed, and frustrated
I ran my fingers through my hair sighing.
"Calum, I made a mistake okay!" I thought I had spoke that, but it came out like more of a yell.
He stares at me.
I wonder what he's thinking as he stares me up and down. No emotions in his body, just full on stare.
"Calum" I speak calmly. "I can't have you hating me for a mistake I made in the past. I know that memory will constantly, and always be in the back of your mind, and I know I can't fix that. I hurt you Calum, and I was, and am a fucked up person for hurting you. I didn't realize what I was doing until it was actually done. And you don't have to forgive me, to make me feel better, even though you could still be possibly hurting inside."
My eyes start to become watery. "And, no matter how many times I say sorry, the action will still be done. And, I'll always remember how I made you feel. I don't want you to feel bad for me Cal, because I know what I did, and I'm wrong for everything I have done to you. "
"I just did it because, I couldn't face the fact that I am in love with you" I whisper.
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