Remember// C.H

43) Letters to Brooklyn

(Calum's Point of view)

Dear Brooklyn,

Forgive me. I made a mistake choosing my mind instead of my heart. I thought that if I ignored you, it would push the pain away. Lately, I've been going through a lot of things, and I just can't seem to get them out of my head. It feels as if other people are controlling my life. The very first day I met you, I knew that I had to get to know you. You were so beautiful, and sarcastic, and I would just want to get to know you more and more. A couple mistakes, or bumps in the road were made but we fixed them. Do you remember when we didn't talk for a month or so? Yeah, I was devastated. I couldn't hear your beautiful voice, or see your gorgeous face. It was a miracle that I would get out of bed in the morning. I had my good days with out you, and then I'd usually have my worse days. The worst days were usually on a Wednesday or Sunday night. I would think about you, until it hurt to think about you. I would torture myself by saying or doing things to prove it was my fault. I would tell myself I didn't love you, and I'd be lying. I thought it would make myself feel better, but in return I felt even worse.

On the worse days I would pick up my phone, and dial your number but not press call because I would be too nervous to say anything. I don't know if you were feeling the same way, but you gave me so many emotions Brooklyn.

We dated off and on, until my worse days seemed to be everyday. You tried to fix me, and tell me everything would be okay. Oh how I miss you cuddled in my arms, and telling me everything would be all right.

I could tell that all your energy began to burn, and you were slowly getting tired of me too. I was even tired if myself.

You've never left me, and it was always me leaving you. I played your heart multiple times and you still came back to me.

I realized that I was so drained out that I couldn't do anything anymore. That's why I let you go.

It wasn't intentional at all , but to only save you from me Brooklyn.

x Calum

I ripped the page out of my journal, folding it up, and putting it in one of my drawers . She doesn't want to hear from me, so why bother?

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