Remember// C.H

40) Nostalgia

~Brooklyn

"He told me what happened" Luke said pulling me into a hug.

It's been a day since Calum had broken up with me. Everything just seems so surreal, not being with Calum. I never expected us to be broken up so soon. I know we had our differences, but I just expected that we would get through it.

"I bet" I mumbled.

"... And I want you to know I'm here for you"

"Thanks" I wiped my eyes, and focused them on the tv.

Some random movie was playing, and Luke and I were in his bed just talking.

"Brooklyn" He said quietly

"Yeah?" I asked facing him.

"You know he's got you brain fucked right?" He laughed

"Luke" I say. "I honestly don't see what's funny"

He sighed.

"You don't know what we have been through together, you weren't in our Relationship. And you sure as hell don't know how much love I gave to him, to have him lie, and waste it"

"I'm sorry" He spoke. " I didn't know"

"No one knows" I gulped. "Only we do"

"I'm sorry" Luke repeated

"Sure you are" I wiped my eyes. "Like you said you didn't know. So it's okay"

He smiled.

"He told me that you should be with me" Luke stated

At his statement I became mad. He knows I just broke up with him, and I know this "thing" that we shares was apart of Calum and I's break up.

"Do you think I want to fucking hear that right now?" I asked. "That's literally so selfish of you."

"I just thought-"

I interrupted him. "Well you thought wrong, and I don't know how I'm feeling about you, or Calum as of right now"

"I want you to feel better" He said.

"Well, help me, then" I cried.

"Someone's a little bipolar" he joked.

I laughed a little. "Not really"

"Can I kiss you?" He questioned. "Or will that just make you even more mad?"

I rolled my eyes at him, as he kissed my lips. He kissed me slowly but passionately, and held my waist tightly.

"What's going to make you happy, love?" Luke asked

"I honestly don't know anymore" I sighed. "I feel like a vacuum that just sucked the life out of me"

"Interesting?" Luke said, and I couldn't tell if he meant that as a statement or question.

"Don't dwell on the past, because the future is what's going to bring you forward" Luke laughed

"Where'd you hear that from?" I laughed with him

"It was a quote written on my moms wall"

"Interesting" I mocked Luke.

The rest of the evening We watched movies, and ate junk food in his bed until 2:00 am.

"I wanna do something" Luke whispered

"Like what? Luke" I groaned half asleep.

"Let's walk the streets, and get food, and yeah" he smiled.

"Everything is closed" I groaned again.

"I know one place that's not" Luke said before dragging me out of bed.

I put on the blue-ribbed sweater that I was previously wearing, and black leggings. I slipped on my brown boots, and coat since it was probably freezing outside.

"Let's go" Luke said, and smiled.

We walked for what seemed like hours, until Luke stopped us in front of an old diner.

"Dana's Diner?" I questioned, reading the bright neon sign.

"Yup" He said. "They have good food"

"But Luke, I'm tired" I groaned.

"You can't just sit down and talk with me?" He pulled his lip ring inbetween his teeth.

"Stop doing that" I blushed. "I told you, I don't like when you do that"

"Does it make you nervous?" He said seductively

"N-no" I stuttered. "Let's just sit down"

Luke and I were the only people in the restaurant, and there were two lady's working.

"Can I get you anything?" The lady smiled.

"A Coffee would be nice" Luke smiled.

"Same for me too"

The lady smiled at us, leaving to go make the Coffee.

"How are you really feeling, Brooke?" Luke asked

"Hurt. Like I've fucked up so many times, and I don't even know the reasons"

Luke grabbed my hand, from across the table, and stared at me.

"Nothing is your fault, "

"I want my secrets back, I want all my heart back, I want all the words that I ever wasted on him back. " I wiped the tears from my eyes.

"Why?" Luke questioned.

"He didn't deserve them" I mumbled. "It just sucks putting others before yourself, and then constantly forgetting about myself"

"He should know how much he's hurt you" Luke responds.

"Sure" I take a sip of the warm coffee. "But I don't want him to be hurt either"

"Putting others before yourself" he mumbles.

"Sorry" I whisper.

"Love, I hope the people who did you wrong have trouble sleeping at night"

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