Remember// C.H

18) Lust

~Brooklyn.

"You what?!" Calum said angrily.

"W-wait Calum, please, please don't be mad" I say trying to calm him down.

"I had my thoughts, but I thought it was too good to be true" he said to himself, he begins pacing around the room.

"Why are you angry?" I said, standing up and walking over to him.

He looks at me, and continues to pace.

"Cal, please talk to me" I said walking over to him.

"Get away from me" he said staring, deep into my eyes.

I took a step back from him, and frustratedly ran my fingers through my hair.

I sighed, please don't tell me this relationship is over again.

"You're what?" He asked again.

I couldn't build up the courage to say it again. The words slipped out of my mouth when I said it previously, and it's like someone is holding my tongue for me.

"Calum, please" I said hesitantly.

"No, tell me what the fuck you said, so I can make sure this is true" he said.

"Cal-" he interrupts me.

"Just tell me!" He shouts.

"I-I am i-in-" he interrupts again.

"Brooklyn, I'm not going to have you fucking stutter this, the whole time. Look me in my eyes, and say it like you fucking mean it" He said more angrily.

I slowly walk over towards him.

We were now face to face, with my height, I had to look up at him.

"I-I" I stop myself from stuttering.

"I am in love with you Calum" I say slowly.

He looks at me, and then sits on the arm of the couch.

"Why now Brooklyn?" He asked. "Just, why now? Why should I believe you now?" He asked.

I thought about the letters that I wrote him. If only I still had them, I could have shown him what I really went through.

I sat down on the couch to his right.

"During our grieving state, I couldn't stop thinking about you. I literally cried myself to sleep every night thinking about you. When I told you I wanted you out of my life, I didn't mean everything I was saying. I was scared that I would end up hurting you. Even though I hurt you worse, than I intended. I don't know how I can make you believe me, when I lost your trust before. When we both met up on the hill, I thought you believed me, or what you led me to believe. When I was crying over you, you wrapped me in your arms and told me that you would always be with me. What about now? Are we going to go on our separate ways again? Or are we both going to be together? Calum, I don't know what else to say, I don't know how I can prove this to you"

I tug my legs to my chest again, as Calum watched me.

"Come here" He said looking at the floor.

I was hesitant, and slowly got off the couch and walked over to him.

He stood up, and aggressively pulled my waist to him.

His hands were placed tightly on my waist, and not anyone could pry his fingers from me.

I gasped. My body now was touching his, and he looked down at me.

His eyes were angry, but yet full of lust.

"Cal?" I whispered.

"Shut up" he demanded.

His lips instantly collided with mine, he kissed me roughly, yet passionately.

His tongue lightly touched mine, and by now we were making out.

Soon I pulled away, biting his bottom lip slowly, and softly.

I placed my head on his chest as he rested his chin on the top of my head.

"I fucking love you too" he stated.

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