13) Letters To Calum [Part Three]

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~Brooklyn Decker

Dear Calum,

You must think I'm a freak for writing you for the third time.

I'm not.

I just wanted to give you a real apology, instead of a hormonal sad teenaged girl one.

If that makes sense.

Calum. I am sorry. I'm sorry I've been such a narcissistic bitch to you. I actually do like your presence Calum. I am also sorry I didn't tell you how I felt about you right then and there. When we were spilling out our feelings towards each other. I'm sorry I left you hurting, and not ever wanting to hear my name again, because it would bring back memories to the girl that destroyed your heart. I am NOT sorry at all, about the time we spent together. The time we cuddled up in your bed and watched movies until we both fell asleep. I am not sorry, about the first time you held my hand, and the very first time you smiled at me. I am not sorry about our first argument, because we wouldn't be here today would we? I think I'm over you now, if that's what your hoping to hear. I just wish I could of spent more time with you. I miss you Calum, I do. Just hopefully we can be friends. Fuck it. I'm not over you. This letter was pointless.

Sincerely a seventeen year old girl who is not over you,

Brooklyn Decker x



• short chapter! Yup! I literally wrote all of the 'letters to Calum' chapters the same day I posted the chapter 'Dark' so bare with me. That's literally about 5 chapters in one day. I think I'm going to be posting this later on. So it should either be Thursday when I'm posting this!

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