Remember// C.H

48) Good-bye's

~Brooklyn

"Long time no see" Luke smirked as I opened up the door.

"Luke" I stated. "Please don't bother me"

Luke laughed. "You and Calum?"

"There is no Calum and I" I stated. "I officially think we're through"

Luke smiled. "So, what about you and I?"

"There is no you and I, Luke!" I yelled. "You don't know how much I fucking hate you"

His smile faded. "Brooklyn, I-"

"Just go! Okay!" I yelled. "I don't know why I even bothered to meet you or Calum. The only sane people are Mikey and Ash"

Luke scoffed. "You hate me?"

"Yes!" I yelled. "I hate you! Because all you do is drive me insane, and -"

Luke interrupted me. "You love me" Luke said. "That's why you hate me"

I sat down, and put my hands in my knees. "Luke, just stay away from me please"

Luke took a seat next to me, and rubbed my back.

"You love me" Luke said. "It's okay because I love you too"

"Luke!" I yelled. "I can't love you!, I don't love you!"

"Calum knows about us" Luke stated.

"W-what?" I questioned. "Luke, how could you?"

Luke shifted, and focused his eyes on the clock. "I needed to tell him, the guilt was eating me alive"

I began to sob. I hated Luke for telling Calum, because I wanted to tell him myself. This is why Calum was ignoring me for the past few weeks. He hates me.

"You know how much Calum means to me" I stated. "Y-you made him seem like a bad person so I could fall for you"

"I know" Luke stated. "And I'm sorry"

"Sorry can't fix this, not this time Luke" I mumbled.

"We can talk to Calum together, maybe he'll understand" Luke tried reassuring me.

I shook my head. "There will be no fixing" I breathed. "What's done is done"

"Brooklyn, I'm so sorry" Luke said.

"Yeah?" I questioned. "Me too"

Luke now had tears rolling down his eyes, as he slowly walked towards my front door.

"I just want you to know that I'm sorry for loving you" he said. "I really am, because I was so caught up in my love for you I didn't realize how strong your love for Calum was"

Luke glanced at me one more time, before leaving my home.

I was wrecked, and I needed Calum so much. He wasn't answering my calls, nor would he call me back.

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'Knock Knock Knock'

I sheepishly knocked on Calum's door, and he slowly opened it but then to slam it in my face.

'Knock Knock Knock'

I knocked again, and he didn't answer. I sat down on his steps and wanted to cry. I didn't care about anyone right now except Calum, and I knew he hated me.

I hurt Luke, and he probably hates me too. I can't love Luke back, because of Calum, but I hate myself for getting me into this situation. I'm disgusting, leading on two people at once. I'm a cheater, and homewrecker and I don't know how to live with myself.

I wish someone would forgive me because I'm sorry.

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• Hey guys! Some of you are probably mad at me, but my life has been soooo busy lately. I just got back from taking my college tests so I can take my college classes (I'm still in high school!) I passed! So yay!!!

• And my wifi has been gone for three weeks, but it's back up!!!! And the next chapter is the end of the book! I know, I should have warned you, but I want to make new stories, and I don't really update as much as I should on here, so I am ending this book :(

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