Move on ( third book )

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" wait what " he said. " yea " i said tearing up. " why what happened " he asked. " so lately jack had been acting different so this morning i went to go surprise him so i jumped on him waking him up but he just pushed me off of him causing me to hit my head on the ground. We got into this big argument and he ended up telling me that he needs space and that he's been feeling like this since 2 days after we got engaged so i took my ring off and told him that when he for sure knew that he didn't need anymore space to give the ring back but until then he was single " i said crying. " so how did u end up out here 2 hours away from home " he asked. " i walked i needed to clear my mind so i walked and i didn't know how far i had gotten till it started raining badly so that's when i called you " i explained. " oh " he said. " yea that's been my day how about yours " i asked. " uhh kinda same except i'm still with char we just got into a really heated argument this morning " he said. " about what if i can ask " i said. " stuff random stuff that has never ever bothered her before " he said. " oh yea sometimes we do that " i said looking out the window. We got to my house and we got out of his car. When we walked into my house i saw jack and my brothers there. " what " i said closing the door. " where have you been " jack said running up to me. I walked upstairs ignoring his question. " hello " he said following me into my room. " what jack " i said. " where have you been " he said closing the door. " on a walk " i said getting clothes out my closet. " for 2 hours " he said. " yes ok i didn't know how far i had gotten till it started raining and then i noticed i was by the prettymuch house so i asked brandon to pick me up " i said walking into my bathroom. " why didn't u just come home " he asked. " because i need space i guess i needed to clear my mind ok " i said turning on the shower. " i was so worried about u " he said walking up to me. " y we aren't together " i said. " but that still doesn't mean that i stopped loving u in 2 fucking hours " he said. " i didn't know that u did love me be" i said but he cut me off by kissing me. The kiss got more and more heated. " jump " he said. I did as he said and i jumped wrapping my legs around his torso. He walked us to my bed and laid me down not breaking the kiss. " lets get you nice and warm " he said. " ok " i said bitting my lip. I woke up and looked over to see a sleeping jack. I got up and put on clothes I walked downstairs and decided to make dinner since it was 6. I was in the middle of cooking when i felt arms wrapping around my waist. " hey baby " he said making me smile. " hey babe " I said. " what u making " he asked. " dinner " I said. " good because after what we just did I'm starving " he said making me laugh. we were eating when I looked at jack. " what " he said looking at me. " what are we doing " I asked. " what do u mean " he asked. " well just like 5 hours ago u needed space and then we had sex " I said. " idk " he said getting up. " we can't keep doing this " I said. " I mean I enjoyed it " he said laughing. " u know what never mind " I said putting my plate in the sink. " Mia " he said. " what jack " he said. " what's wrong with you " he said. " whats wrong with me is i don't want to do this " i said. " don't want to do what " he said. " this i don't want you to need space then fuck me later " i said. " your mad because i told you i needed space then we had sex " he asked. " no jack i just " i said. " u just what MIA " he said. " I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHAT WE ARE DOING " i yelled. " WE ARE IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER FOR GOD SAKE MIA " he yelled. " IK THAT BUT I DON'T WANT YOU TO TELL ME YOU NEED SPACE THEN FUCK ME LATER IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE YOUR USING ME AND TAKING ADVANTAGE OF ME LIKE IF I WAS A HOOKER " i yelled. " ARE YOU KIDDING ME RIGHT NOW " he yelled. " WHAT DID I DO WRONG THIS TIME JACK " i yelled. " YOUR MAD BECAUSE WE FUCKED AFTER I TOLD YOU I NEEDED SPACE " he yelled. " NO JACK I'M JUST CONFUSED " i yelled. " ABOUT WHAT " he yelled. " THIS RELATIONSHIP " i yelled. I sat down in the bottom step and started crying. " why are you worried about our relationship " he asked. " we are engaged jack we just got engaged less then 2 weeks ago and we are already arguing " i said. " what does that mean " he said. " how many times are you going to need space jack how many times because once we are married there's no oh i need space so please think and tell me how many times you think your going to need space " i asked. " was it not good " he asked looking down. " no it was great but answer my question please " i said. " idk " he said. " ok now please tell me the truth " i said. " ok " he said. " do you need space right now " i asked. He looked down and i cried harder. I took a deep breath and stood up. " the same thing goes you need space do it single " i said. " no mia wait " he said. I stopped and i looked at him. " i love you " he said. " please go it was nice being with you for 6 months thought we could make it longer " i said looking down. He looked down and i started walking upstairs to my room. "bye mia " he said. " goodbye jack " i said. He walked out my house closing the door and fell down onto my knee's. " why does this always happen with us " i said crying.