Move on ( third book )

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Woah this is different. The next chapter is really different but here is a warning if u have thought about suicide,have lost someone recently, have lost some due to suicide/ getting shot or your just not in the right mindset right now please do not read the next chapter. I repeat if any of the following has happened please skip the next chapter if u feel like you can handle it go ahead at your own risk tho.

******* WARNING READ AT YOUR OWN RISK ******

" i can't " david said. " yes you can just hand her over " austin said. He pointed the gun back at me after a couple of seconds he let me go i ran up to brandon and he grabbed me. " good now put the gun down " austin said. " i can't do that austin " he said. " why not " austin asked. " because the cops are coming and i don't want to go to jail " he said. " it's ok just put the gun down " austin said. " i'm so sorry " he said looking at me. He put the gun up to his head and shot himself but brandon turned us around so i couldn't see it . " NO " austin yelled. " OMG " yelled crying. " shhh i know i know " brandon said trying to calm me down. " he just killed himself " i cried sinking down to the ground. " i know but now he's out of our lives " brandon said. We sat there on the ground and i looked up to see austin on the ground crying. " austin " i said walking up to him. " why are you crying " i asked. " he was my best friend in school he would tell me to always follow my dreams then one day i told him to stop talking to me because he was weird and i told him to go make other friends because i wasn't his anymore " he said crying harder. I bent down and hugged him. " i'm so sorry " i said rocking us back and forth. " i'm so sorry he was doing all that stuff to you " he cried looking at me. " no no it's ok you didn't know " i said hugging him. A couple minutes pass by and the paramedics came and took him away. I looked at the group and saw the girls crying in corbyn's and logans arms.

At chloe's house

We were now at chloe's house sitting on the couch. Austin is doing better he's not crying anymore he just feels like it's his fault. We haven't said a word since we got home everyone just wasn't them. " b " i said. " yea " he said looking up at me. I stood up and walked to him he stood up and stood in front of me. " thank you " i said hugging him. " for what " he asked. " u turned so i wouldn't see him shoot himself " i said crying again. " it's no problem " he said making me smile. " guys " austin said. " yea " nick said. " are there days you just wanna die " he said. " hey hey don't think like that " i said. " it's hard not to " he said looking down. " if it make you feel better yes i have and almost did " i said. " wait when " logan said. I sighed and sat down on the couch. " ok storytime " i sang making everyone laugh or smile. " good to see everyone's beautiful smiles " i said smiling. " anyways almost a year ago jack and i were dating and everything was going great but then we found out that i was pregnant and we were both so young that he ended things " i said. " u left her when she was pregnant with your child " nick said. " yea i don't know what i was thinking but it was my biggest mistake " jack said looking down. " anyways one night i woke up in a puddle and i thought i had peed in the bed so i got up and instantly felt pain " i said. " so u had the baby " edwin asked. " yea we went to the hospital i gave birth but umm i left without my baby he had passed away " i said looking down and crying. " why " zion said. " umm there was alot of drama in my life at that tine i was always sad or mad never happy always crying and i was only 6 months pregnant when i gave birth " i explained. " then at this time daniel and i were together. the night i had my baby the hospital went on lock down because someone had a gun and then someone was knocking on the door " i said. " who was it " brandon asked. " it was zach and by the time jack and i figured that out the guy shot zach and he almost died in my arms i was there holding him bleed out it was so scary " i said crying harder. " but umm yeah that's when i just wanted to end everything and almost did then some stuff started looking up so i didn't " i said. " wow " austin said. " yeah but i bought ice cream so let's eat our feelings out " i said. " no we ran out " chloe said. " alright yall want me to go buy ice cream or yall wanna go out for ice cream " i asked. " nah we will stay here don't worry " zion said. " anyone wanna go with me " i asked. " i do " jack said. " ok come on any special requests for ice cream flavors " i asked. " get as many as you can " zion said making us all laugh. " ok we got you " jack said.