"Heartbroken and Lonely"

"Heeding Change"

Cast aside,

I can't abide,

And so I hide,

From this monotony.

My philosophy,

Of life,

Is lost to me,

A knife.

It stabs me in the back,

Heartless cold attack,

I don't want to take the flak,

But it seems I have a knack,

For drawing the wrong people,

A lonely church without a steeple,

My mind's becoming feeble,

Betrayed over and over.

I'm like a one leaf clover,

A luckless life rover.

It hurts to see,

You love killing me,

Slowly but surely,

My world is whirling,

Swirling and twirling,

Thoughts unfurling,

And my heart is hurling,

The pain from my chest.

I look around, there's no one left,

Faster away I step,

I have all but wept,

When your betrayal slowly crept.

Kept thinking I was wrong,

You were a loving song,

But I see I don't belong,

In your heart so now I'm gone.

Leaving you alone,

Is like leaving a heavy stone,

That I was made to carry,

Now it is being buried.

Pass along this useless message,

I've come to my final vestige.

Rolling off this cliff of shame,

I will never be the same.

And it's all because of you...