Leave Me Lonely (JB+AG)

Leave Me Lonely (37)

Ariana

Saturday, January 6

2:18 am

"I'm never gonna be able to sleep with you bothering me. So, like, when are you gonna stop?" Justin says.

"I'm not bothering you. I'm sitting in your lap." I smirk.

"No, you are straddling me." Justin rests his hands on either side of my waist, causing me to smile.

"I think that I want to sleep on top of you. Is that okay with you?"

"Perfectly fine. You weigh nothing. But don't try anything funny. Keep your tiny hands away from my giant penis."

"It's not that big." I mumble, looking around the room.

"Lie again. I dare you to." Justin's voice turns serious and I giggle.

"I'm kidding. You already destroyed my insides once. I don't need that to happen again. I'm tired." I lay my head on Justin's chest and he rubs my back until I fall asleep.

7:36 am

"I guess she chose to sleep in today." I mumble, planting a kiss on Justin's forehead.

"Sleep in? It's only 7:30." He replies.

"She wakes up at like 7."

"Sucks for you."

"No, not really. I just bring her into my room and she goes right back to sleep."

"Oh, well I guess that doesn't suck for you. So, what do you wanna do today? I wanna take you somewhere."

"I like the mall." I smile.

"I'm sure you do. What about the beach?"

"Laguna? How far away is that? I forgot." I sit up, grabbing my phone.

"It's a little less than 30 minutes. You think Lilia can survive that?" Justin laughs.

"Yeah, she should be fine. I think that's a good idea. I haven't been to the beach in months, and Lilia has never been. It'll be fun."

"Sounds like we're going to the beach today. What time should we go? You know Lilia's schedule better than I do." Justin smiles.

"Well, she usually takes a nap at around 1 or 1:30, and very rarely does she take one in the morning, so maybe 10 am. Does that sound good?"

"Perfect. And we can get lunch after we leave. Then Lilia can take her little nap."

"Not little. You know she sleeps for like 3 hours."

"Probably because she's only taking one nap a day. I'm blaming that on you, her mother."

"But I don't care, so you can blame it on me all you want." I turn on the TV and we watch it until Lilia wakes up.

8:13 am

I hear my baby crying in her room so I stand up to go get her. Justin fell back asleep in the 30 minutes that we were watching TV, so I'm careful not to wake him up.

I walk into Lilia's room and go to her crib to pick her up.

"Good morning, princess. Did you sleep good?" I lay her down on the changing table to change her diaper.

"We're going to the beach today. Your first time. Are you excited?"

Lilia smiles as I sit her up and I kiss her cheek.

"I'm sure you want your bottle now, don't you?" I hold Lilia on my hip and walk to the kitchen.

As usual, I warm her up a bottle and give it to her until it's time for breakfast.

"You wanna wake Justin up?" I ask her, walking back to my room.

Lilia squeals as I place her on the bed and she immediately crawls to Justin. She drops her bottle and stands on his stomach.

I laugh as Justin opens his eyes, holding an arm out to prevent Lilia from falling.

"Good morning. Again." I smirk, sitting on the bed.

I remover Lilia from Justin, placing her on my lap, and he returns her bottle to her.

"Good morning, love. And no, I wasn't talking to you, Ariana. I was talking to your daughter." Justin says, running a hand through his hair.

"Well, you two have fun." I leave Lilia and Justin on my bed while I go to the bathroom to get ready.

8:59 am

"To Justin's house we go! Yay!" I put Lilia in her car seat and close the door before getting in the passenger seat.

"Why are you so excited to go to my house?"

"Because I can be. Don't question my authority." I say, putting my seatbelt on.

"Yes ma'am. I'm sorry." Justin laughs, leaving my apartment complex.

He drives to his house, of course stopping at Starbucks for nobody other than me.

"French vanilla frappe? What the hell is that?" Justin asks, causing me to laugh.

"Delicious." I smile.

"Okay, babe. Whatever you say."

Justin orders the drink and drives to the window. I turn around to look at Lilia, who is content watching Peppa Pig on her iPad and drinking her water.

After I get my drink, Justin finally gets to actually go to his house.

"Home sweet home. Haven't been here in a while." He says, pulling into the driveway.

"You were here like a day ago. Dramatic." I take Lilia out of her car seat and follow Justin to the front door.

He unlocks and we walk inside.

"Is your sister here?" I ask.

"Nope. She's either at work, or out doing whatever she does when she's not at work. I don't think she has work today."

"Esther! Hi, cutie." Esther runs out from wherever she was and starts jumping up and down.

"You're so adorable. Look princess. Do you want a puppy?" Lilia squeals, reaching for Esther.

"I'll take that as a yes. We'll get one, I promise. But maybe when you're a little older." I smile and walk to Justin's room, with Esther right behind me.

Esther immediately jumps on his bed and I place Lilia right next to her. I show Lily how to pet the dog, gently, and she lays her head on Esther's back. Esther doesn't move an inch and I swear my heart explodes.

"Justin, look!" He turns around to look at Lilia and Esther, smiling.

"Cute. Even though I'm a man." He laughs before turning back around.

"Adorable. Pictures!"

I take 57 pictures of them in the exact same spot before Lilia sits up and starts crawling around Justin's bed.

"Baby, why did I let you leave your apartment without a shirt on? I don't approve." Justin says.

"Oh well. Deal with it." I shrug, sitting on the edge of the bed.

Justin stares at me, unamused, and I smirk.

"You're lucky I like looking at your sexy ass body."

"Oh yeah, extremely lucky."

Justin finally finds his swimsuit and some more clothes that he insists he needs before we leave his house.