Leave Me Lonely (JB+AG)

Leave Me Lonely (21)

Ariana

Tuesday, December 19

4:35 am

"I'm gonna miss you. A lot." I say, looking up at Justin.

"I'll miss you more, beautiful. I promise I'll try to call your ass everyday."

"That's great, but don't make that your main focus. Focus on your job, and definitely don't get hurt. If you die, I'll kill you."

"I'll try my hardest. You must really care about Justin Drew Bieber to be at an airport at 4 am just to say bye."

"You know I care about you a lot, Jay. But, you have five minutes, so I'll see you in two weeks."

"Oh, shit. I guess I have to say bye now."

"Please be safe, Justin."

"I will." Justin kisses me and waves bye to Lilia who's asleep in my arms.

I watch him walk away with the other men and women who he was going with. I really didn't want him to go, but it is his job and he did look very sexy in his uniform.

When I can no longer see Justin, I walk out of the airport and to my car.

"I'm sorry I had to wake you up, princess. You still have two hours to sleep, though, so you'll be alright." I put Lilia back in her car seat and go get in the drivers seat to go home.

5:02 am

I finally arrive back at my apartment, and sit in the car for a little so Lilia can sleep for longer. I know she'll wake up when I take her out of her car seat, and there's always that chance that she won't go back to sleep so she needs to sleep as much as possible.

After being on my phone for about ten minutes and deciding that I want to sleep more, I finally get out of the car and go get Lilia.

As soon as I unbuckle her and take her out of her car seat, she starts to cry.

"I know, baby. I'm sorry."

I walk inside my apartment and close and lock the door before going straight to my room. Lilia, of course, is still crying, so I give in and give her what she wants, which is my boob.

This makes it easier for her to go back to sleep, luckily for me, and that means I can go to sleep too.

7:43 am

"Oh shit, it is definitely past time to wake up. Lilia, baby, wake up." I pick up my phone and remember I forgot to charge it last night for some reason.

What dumbass forgets to charge their phone? Me. It's very obvious that I wanted to be late for work today.

I put my phone on the charger and get out of bed, going to my bathroom to brush my teeth. I don't have time for a shower, but I did take one yesterday when I got home from work so I should be alright for today. 

After I brush my teeth, I go back to my room and pick Lilia up. She was still asleep, but that had to be changed very quickly.

"Baby, wake up, please. Mommy has to go to work, remember?"

I walk around the living room, bouncing her in my arms until she wakes up enough to put her in her high chair.

I cut her up a banana and give her some of her favorite baby snack: Yogurt melts.

"You eat your breakfast, mommy's gonna go get dressed. I love you." I plant a kiss on her head before going into my room to get dressed.

I try to put my clothes on as quickly as possible before returning to the kitchen. I feed Lilia she she'll be done quicker, then take her to her room so she can get dressed.

I dress her in a simple outfit, a plain white onesie and jeggings, before grabbing everything I need to go to work.