Eternal Sunshine

Chapter Ten.

Rylee's Pov

After I had woke up in Austin's bed I promised myself that I wasn't going to drink anymore. I'm so glad he slept downstairs and I was in his room because I ended up naked. How? I have no idea. It's been a month or so since that moment, we've texted here and there. Austin likes calling me on Facetime though, he says it's like having me there except I can't go get him a beer. But, I haven't heard from him in like a week or so now. Logan has been clingy with me since I've gotten back, but it's okay I like it.

I currently laid on the couch with Naomi and Logan. We were watching the Twilight Saga, it was a boring friday night. For some odd reason I felt so exhausted. Like, I'm not usually tired like this, but then again it could be the rain thats making me feel drowsy. "Are you hungry, babe?" Logan looked over at me nicely. "No, but I'll take a water." I told him. He was going to some fast food restaurant, but I honestly wasn't in the mood for anything greasy. Just thinking about it makes me want to puke. Naomi gave him her order, and as soon as he left she paused the movie. "What's wrong with you? You never deny food." She raised her eyebrow up, looking at me like my mom does.

"I think I have a stomach virus. I've been throwing up every now and then. I'm fine." I was totally normal about it because it was mostly true. People at the office always come in sick, it was nothing to freak out about. "You sure? Ry you never get sick." "Positive." Logan came back with a cold water for me and food for them. I couldn't hold the vomit I had in for much longer just from smelling their food. I rushed to the restroom, with Naomi and Logan following. "Logan, do you think you can go home for the rest of the night? I'm going to take care of our baby, Rylee here." "No, it's fine," I insisted. I was fine, I felt fine. I swear. Logan still left because Naomi was acting like my mother.

Butterbean: Hey, you okay?

Buttercup: Yes, why?

Butterbean: Naomi told me you're not feeling good.

Buttercup: Pls ignore her. I'm fine. It's probably just a stomach bug or something.

Butterbean: Then we can have it together. I'm flying out for the next two weeks to stay with you, so make some space.

Buttercup: YAY 😄

Butterbean: I'll be there tomorrow at noon, see you then. I love you

Him telling me he loves me makes me feel tingly inside. But, every time I get a little feeling like this I imagine Logan and my feeling goes away. It's not right that I feel that way towards my best friend, but I just have a soft spot for him. It's his fault.

Buttercup: I love you too, Butterbean.

"Feeling better?" Naomi glanced at me. I smiled because she knew exactly what she was doing. "Logan's going to feel uncomfortable knowing he's staying with me." She rolled her eyes, "No, just be honest with him. Your relationship with the both of them are different. I'm sure he'll understand." She was right, I just have to get over my fear of the two of them hating each other. Every time Logan brought Austin up it was about him supposedly liking me. Every time Austin brought Logan up it was basically him saying I can do better. But, could I? Logan was a dream boyfriend. We clicked and ever since then, it's been amazing. But, like Naomi said. Me and Austin have something different.

Ry: Hey babe.

Lo: You feel better?