A Little Push [On-Hold]

Broken Man

Why can't I get mad at her?? She broke me! She took away my dreams!!

Why can't it be me?? We were so perfect together, we're perfectly syncronized. Why?

I stared at my luggage bag. I am so pathetic.

Of all places, why did I book a flight to that place? I know I can't get her back. Why? Why do I still ache with the thought of her?

I board the plane alone.

Yeah, I'm alone. So alone in life I don't know what's got into me, going to that country when it is so small I can hardly breathe the same air she exhales.

She, the woman I give my whole world to, the one I dreamed of marrying and growing old with, to carry my child and raise him or her together with her, my woman..

How can she be so cruel and leave me for her rude first love!?

Bittersweet memories cloud my eyes and I let my tears flow down my cheeks. How I wish I was the only one boarding this plane so I can pray that it would crash in the atmosphere.

Yeah, I wanna die. I already am dying, anyway....