Falling In Love ≫ c.a.d

Chapter 17

For the rest of the day me and Cameron just cuddled, he'd run his fingers thought out my hair and I'd grab his other hand and hold it. It's felt....amazing.

"Can I ask you a question?" Cameron said to while I was watching Finding Carter not really paying attention to him. I mean its Findingg Carter thats the show.

"Yeah?" I muttered still looking at the T.V.

"Why actually did we break up?" He said, after a long pause. I turned to face him and we looked at each other in the eye.

I honestly don't know why we broke up, we kind of just we rushed things and the fans hated him. But to be honest, I don't know why we REALLY broke up, I loved him. He loved me from what he told me, "I don't think I was ready for a relationship...My last one ended badly and I don't want to go through that again I guess." I said, ok that was true. My last relationship went badly, it was part of the reason why I have depression problems here and there.

"Oh." Cam simply said as he stopped looking at me and looked at the T.V, I knew something was up because he didn't really like the show. He's watcjed it a couple of times but he doesn't understand what's going on. Which is quite stupid because it's pretty obvious, Carter got kidnapped at a young age to a lady who she thought was her mom but wasn't, her real mom found her and is now trying to look for the kidnapper and Carter hates that, simple.

"Cam, if you understood what happened you'd get it. I didn't mean it as if you would be a bad boyfriend, you were great for the short amount of time I just keep thinking things would happen." I sighed and moved away from his arms, standing up.

"What would you fucking think I'd hurt you Sophia!? Am I that bad?" Cameron shouted, "Was all those 'I love you's' just a thing?!"

"What the hell are you talking about and stop yelling at me!" I yelled back, "I am sorry that I am not trying to get abused again! After my fucking dad I don't trust boys as much as I used to, I am so fucking sorry you don't understand that! My last boyfriend hurt me the same fucking way my dad did, I don't want that to happen to me anymore!" I grabbed my phone and ran upstairs, I opened Matt's bedroom door and Carter was in there also.

I quickly closed the door and turned around and put my head against it and cried. I probably sat there and cried for a good two minutes until someone said something.

"Soph, what is going on?" Carter said as him and Matt sat by the door by me.

"Cameron." I simply said as I looked at them. "He just keep hurting me, I don't know what is going on! I just want somethin good to fucking happen for once." I sighed and wiped my face.

"Well, I guess this is a good time to tell you me and the guys have a surprise for you." Matt said with a smile.

"I am not in the mood for surprises, I just wanna go lay down." I said getting up, "I will see you guys in an hour or two." I said before exiting the room and going into mine.

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I woke up about two hours later, I really needed sleep. I grabbed my phone and had no notifications. Good, I guess.

I got up and went to my closet, I had on sweatpants and a tank-top I need to change. I grabbed a pair of jean shorts and a tie-dye shirt. I put my hair in a high pony tail and I applied mascara and eyeliner, I will probably go to the fair by myself later.

I walked slowly downstairs, I heard a lot of voices. Cameron locked his-self in his room while I was talking to Matt and Carter because i saw him before I entered my room.

"Cam, what's been going on?" I heard a voice that I didn't remember or whatever so I stopped on the stairs, I wanted to hear Cameron's responds.

"Nothing." He said, sounding as if he was hurt.

I rolled my eyes and continued to walk downstairs. I was on my phone texting one of my friends, I tried texting Samantha but she never texted me back.

"Snickerdoddle, you are up?" The voice said, the only person who called me 'Snickerdoddle' is... GILINSKY.

I quickly turned around and saw him, I held my hand to my mouth. This was the suprise, I looked around and Taylor, JJ, and Samantha were here too.

"Oh my god." I said softly as I walked over to Gilinsky and hugged him tightly. "I missed you more than anything." I said into his shoulder, and than I pulled away.

"I've missed you too." Gilinsky said.

"Samantha!" I said as I pulled her into a hug. "I've been so home sick, I've cried so much. I really do miss you!"

We pulled away, "I've missed you too!" She smiled. It feels so good to have someone back from home be with me.

"Yeah, Sophia has been having some merger problems for about two weeks now." Matt said, I glanced at him. He WASNT suppose to say that.

"What does he mean by problems?!" Samantha snapped, she's always protective around me.

"Yeah what does he mean by that?" Gilinsky defended with Samantha, while they both look at me.

"I-I-I-" I stuttered, was I suppose to just blame Cameron for all of this.

"Sophia, spill it." Samantha snapped.

"I-I-I-" I repeated but Cameron cut me off,

"It's all my fault." Cameron said, we all looked at him. "I've been a complete asshole to her and I've been fighting with her, this is all my fault. I've made everything a big fucking mess and it's ALL my fault." He just looked down at the table. I just looked at him.

"Th-Thats not true." I said but I was going to continue,

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