Falling In Love ≫ c.a.d

Chapter 26

"Maybe I should've just stopped giving him chances?" I cried to Matthew has I took another sip of the vodka that was almost empty from me. "I must've been way to stupid for this don't you think?"

"Sophia, shut up." Matthew snapped as he took the vodka out of hand and sat it next to him, "You are drunk, extremely drunk and have no idea what you talking about."

"I should've just dated Shawn all along, I liked him too and he liked me, we would've been cute and never been in this situation with him." I continued as I ignored what Matthew said.

I got up and kissed Matthew on the cheek and stumbled over to the kitchen. There I saw Cameron and Mariana or whatever her name is, I can't really think of it.

I sighed, and moved passed them to the cabinet to find something else to drink. Reaching for it, I knocked down a glass bottle which caused everyone to stare at me.

"Sorry." I said softly as I looked behind me. I wanted to cry right now, Cameron has pushed me to my breaking point, and I can't handle this anymore.

"Sophia, you never drink? What are you doing?" Cameron said he grabbed my arm and I tried to hank it anyway but his grip was too strong to break.

"Leave me alone! You obviously didn't care about me earlier please don't start now. I can handle myself, and what I do is my business not yours, you don't control me Cameron! You have hurt me far to much and I need my space from you for a while, anyways you have Maddy or whatever her name is, she is obviously better than me right? Correct, take care Cameron." I snapped as I reached for the bottle and grabbed it and walked off.

I got on the living room table and started dancing, I just wanted to get Cameron off my mind. He has recently been hurting me, and I don't know why?

"Sophia we need to talk." Cameron said from the bottom.

"Can't. Im too busy being the bad bitch I am." I rolled my eyes.

He grabbed my leg and picked me up.

"Put me down." I yelled, "I don't want to talk to you."

He obviously didn't listen and continue to carry me. He made it all the way upstairs to my room and put me down. I tired to find me balance, but it differently didn't work, causing me to fall.

Cameron giggled, and offered me his hand. I rolled my eyes and grabbed it.

"Can we talk?" He asked.

"How about we not. There is obviously nothing to talk about, you like whoever that beautiful girl is downstairs! Why would someone like me, why would you like me when you have fucking her when she looked like Kim Kardashians and I look like shit." I said as I started to cry.

"I don't like her." He chuckled, "You really thought I liked her? No. She is just a high school friend who I dated before, before we dated, but I don't want her. I want you." He said walking towards me, now a couple of inches in front of me. "I love you Sophia, a lot."

I shook my head, "No you don't. You hurt me earlier, and I sure as hell am sick of getting hurt."

"I do, and I am sorry. I will make it up to you. I promise."

"I have already given you like three chances now, I don't have anymore! I can't handle the constant pain you are constantly putting me through! I am giving up. We need to just stick to being friends maybe? It might get awkward, but we can be friends that know they love eachother because we do. And you can date anyone, and I'd still care for you, even its that hoe downstairs. I might not approve of the person you date, but I will surely support." I smiled. Am I just drunk talking? Did I really just tell him to date that bitch downstairs that I am really inching to fight? I am never drinking again.

"Sophia, your drunk. You can't possibly agree to what you just said."

"Yeah I am drunk, but I feel like I am doing the right and wrong thing to do." I shrugged.

My head was now spinning and I felt as if I was going to get sick any minute now.

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the story is starting to get crappy)': so I might end it soon? and I am already typing a new story so yay. k bye.