Falling In Love ≫ c.a.d

Chapter 47

I wanted, and needed to call Cam. I felt like I was really rude last night since I was completely drunk, and I feel like I've just been pretty darn mean towards him. So I decided to give him a call.

"Hello?" I said as the phone answered.

"Hey." A girl's voice said. Well unless Cameron is hitting puberty very late, and it is making him sound like a girl - this isn't right.

"Uh. Can I talk to Cameron?" I asked. A sharp pain shot to my heart, as I didn't know what was going on. The voice wasn't his mother's because I know her voice, and it always wasn't his sister's because I know that voice also. So who's is?

"He is currently in the shower. I can have him call you back? Who is this?" They asked.

"Sophia. Who is this?" I asked, as a little anger started boiling up.

"Madison." They said, "Well Sophia I'll surely have him call you back once he gets out, or you can call back in about thirty minutes."

I wanted to either cry, or scream. Madison. Madison as in the girl who I saw him talking to who he said was "just a highschool find", but it surely seems like their passed the high-school stage.

I hung up the phone, and laid down. When either he calls back, or when I call him back I don't want to go completely off. I want to try to keep my calm, and talk in a soft voice.

Than my phone started to ring. It was him.

"Hi." He simply said.

"Well. I wanted to call you and tell you I was sorry for whatever I said last night. I was completely drunk, and can barely remember anything. If I said something mean, annoying, or just completely bad I apologize." I said calmly, but the more I talked the more I thought of Madison, and wanted to know what is going between them. My phone dinged, which meant a text message.

"Sophia you never drink. Why did you drink?" He asked, but I was in complete shock. Samantha sent me a picture of Cameron and Madison kissing. And the picture had to be from last night because he sent me snapchat's of him in that same outfit.

I gasped, and tried to hold in the tears, "Oh my gosh." I said repeatedly softly.

"What's wrong? Everything okay?" Cameron asked.

"No! No! Nothing is okay Cameron! You fucking kissed Madison, and I am getting text messages about it. So you guys must've had sex with each other and everything. Wow. You tell me to wait for you, and that's exactly what I was going. I haven't gotten with any boy. Yesterday I tired to have sex with someone, but I was completely drunk, and he knew that I didn't really want to have sex with him, but you go around kissing the one bitch I hate!" I yelled, as I started crying.

"Sophia you have everything wrong damn it." He yelled back.

"Do I really? Because everything seems really clear. I was stupid to think you were going to actually wait for me, and once again you are fucking me over. Once again I feel like everything was worth nothing, I feel worthless Cameron." I cried.

"We didn't have sex. Yeah we maybe made-out a couple times, but I am so-" He said but I interrupted him.

"I don't want to hear it. It constantly seems like we are always arguing, and maybe it would be best if we stopped talking. Let's just stop talking for a while until you figure yourself out, and until I figure myself out. We need a break, and a long break." I said softly as I sighed.

Than he hung up without saying anything else. I felt horrible. I have a major hangover, and I am losing someone who I care about the most.

I slipped under the covers, and laid there. Memories of Cameron, and I replayed all throughout my head. I don't know where everything went wrong..? I loved him, he was my idol, my saver, my whole world, and now everything is horrible. If it wasn't for him I wouldn't be here right now. I love him more than anything, and I don't just want to loose him like that, but that's what it is coming to.

Maybe I can go back to California. I can move back, I am done with school, and I can do something about college sooner or later. This might be difficult to explain to my mother what I am planning on doing, but I'd do anything to get Cameron back. We need each other honestly.

I'll do anything to be happy with him again, but will he do that same?

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so I am having a hard time think about at the end if sophia and cameron should be together or be broken up still...lolz but the reason why some chapters are super short is bc I get so excited to post them that I just stop and publish lol but anyways i love you and if you have any suggests comment them or dm them to me on Twitter @/radicalmea