Falling In Love ≫ c.a.d

Chapter 41

((I hope everyone had a gr8 christmas, and had fun spending time with family and all that jazz (((((: ily))

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The plane back home was extremely long, and I cried half of the way there. But I was finally now getting off, and I walked to where my bags are at. I waited ten minutes to get my stuff, and than my mom texted me saying she was running a little late which means she won't be here for another thirty minutes.

I was completely exhausted since I cried twice on the plane, and the amount of tears I've cried these pasted couple of days. I just wanted to sleep for a while, and not have to be bothered.

I grabbed my suitcase, and shoulder bag, and walked to the Starbucks inside the airport. I ordered a Vanilla Bean which is by far my favorite drink from Starbucks, and I love it more than anything.

As I sat down, and my phone started ringing. It was from Cameron. We broke up, and I still am not stabled enough to talk to him without almost crying. My heart was still shattered, even the thought of him hurts.

"Cam..." I breathed out.

"No it's Shawn." Shawn chuckled lightly.

"What the fuck did you call me from Cameron's phone? Why didn't you just call me from mine." I yelled. I kind of wanted to hear Cameron's voice.

"Because you wouldn't have answered." Shawn said.

"Mendes yes I would've. Are you ok? You seem a little bit....off? Is the music stressing you out?" I said as I started getting worried.

"No everything is fine - Well not everything. Cameron is stressing out right now. I need you to talk to him, you're the only one that actually can help. Please." Shawn pleaded.

"Shawn I don't think that's a good idea...He probably doesn't want to talk to me." I sighed. Where in the world is my mother?! I really wanted that ice cream right now.

"Please." He begged.

"Sure." I gave in and said.

"Who is th - Sophia?! Baby is that you?!" Cameron asked. I cringed as he called me "baby".

"Hi." I said, "Shawn says you aren't feeling great? What's going on?" I asked.

"I can't find my line scrips, and everyone is hating on Twitter right now because of you." Cameron snapped. Wow, great I get to argue with Cameron for the millionth time. How fun!!

"What could I have possibly have done?! I haven't been on Twitter in months now. Damn it Cameron stop blaming me for everything for fuck sakes. I am sick of feeling like shit. You are making me feel the exact same way I felt when my dad was around, and I don't want to feel like that! The more you keep yelling, and pissing at me the more I will surely push you away like I did with my dad." I said, and sighed.

Cameron kept silent. After two minutes of waiting for him to speak, I said something again.

I sighed again, "You're scrip is probably in the refrigerator. You know you always leave something there when you are doing something important, and you gets hungry. You leave it in the refrigerator so you don't have to do it, I've realized that with you." I said softly, "And about the hate. Hate is just a fan that is scared to admit it. Remember that, I surely did. I have to go, good luck Cam."

"Soph don't." Cameron said, as I heard him open the refrigerator. "I am sor -"

"Don't. I honestly am sick of hearing the word "sorry". You obviously need to take some time with your scrip, and I don't want to talk. So we are simply going to leave this note on that. I don't know if you've realized this or not yet, but I am sick of fücking fighting with you. I am extremely exhausted, and I haven't slept in days. All because of you." I said.

"This isn't about me. Sophia if you -" He said but I interrupted.

"Goodbye Cameron." I groaned, and hung up. Why listen to him yell at me?

"Sophia!" Someone screamed from ahead. I looked up, and it was my mom.

"Mom!" I yelled, and ran up to her and hugged her tightly. "Hi." ((authors note: think of her saying that the way Shawn did when he saw his dad when he was in the tour bus ; if you havent seen that vine, where have you been? yikes you need to go look on vine))

"Baby I've missed you." She smiled and rubbed my face as we pulled out of the hug.

"I've missed you more, mom." I smiled, "Let's go get my stuff, and I will tell you stuff in the car alright?" I suggested as we went to go get my stuff from where I was sitting.

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I finally arrived home. I've missed my mom a lot, but the whole car ride she was taking Cameron's side as I told her what was happening. Like really? I need someone to tell me "everything will be ok" or "forget him", but no. She gave me the complete opposite.

I got out of the car, and grabbed my stuff. I opened the door of the house, and dropped my bags at the steps, and ran upstairs to Mikes room.

"Mike!" I yelled, and I opened the door. He was laying on the bed, and he looked shock when he saw me.

"Sophia." He smiled, "God have i missed you. Mom is a handful."

"I know." We chuckled. "So spill tell me everything."

As he kept talking, I took off my shoes, and climbed under his covers. I turned on Netflix, and turned to American Horror Story. Mike and I always used to watch things of Netflix when I was here.

"I missed these times sis." Mike said.

"Me too." I sighed, "It feels good to be home."

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AWE SHE IS HAPPY I wanted to leave the chapter on a good note. and I don't have a long authors note today so I guess this is goodbye c u l8er