Falling In Love ≫ c.a.d

Chapter 31

I was dreaming about Evan Peters or you could say Tate, and he was inches away from kissing me. But than he started saying "Wake up." repeatedly. Than I realized Shawn was shaking me to wake up, and it wasn't Tate.

"Wake up." Shawn said.

I groaned, "Hm?"

"Wanna go get Starbucks or something?" He asked as he got off of me.

"What time is it?" I asked.

"Like twelve. The boys went to a thing somewhere, and I didn't want to just leave you here, and you wouldn't wake up." He chuckled. "Actually you kept saying 'Tate I love you, but you keep murdering people and I don't want you to kill me so...' It was quite funny." Shawn laughed.

I got up and playfully hit his arm, "I shouldn't watch AHS before bed." I chuckled. "Lemme me go shower and change, than we'll leave ok?"

He nodded and I smiled than got up.

I ran quickly upstairs and straight to the shower. I mean I can't keep him waiting, that's rude. After about five minutes, I got out. I walked over to my closet and pulled out some shorts, and my Shawn Mendes shirt. I chuckled at it, because it was actually Samantha's but I took it from her. I threw that on and brushed my hair, tying it into a messy bun. I applied foundation, mascara, and eyeliner on and sprayed perfume on also.

I slipped on my black vans, grabbed my phone and my purse and walked back downstairs.

"You ready?" I asked as I walked over to the door.

"You did that quick." Shawn chuckled as he grabbed his phone, and walked outside with me.

"I didn't want to keep you waiting." I laughed.

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We arrived at Starbucks, ordered than sat down.

He was focused on his phone, and I instantly thought he was texting Lexi, which made me jealous. I gulped and sighed.

"How has tour been?" I asked Shawn, seeing if he was still paying attention towards me.

"Hm? Ah, it's cool." He simply says. "Sorry. Im distracted."

"Yeah, I can tell." I sighed and stunk down into my seat. "Honestly if you aren't going to talk to me, why am I here? I could still be dreaming of Evan."

"What? I want to talk to you, and have fun. I am not avoiding you." He snapped.

"Well it sure seems like it. You are talking to Lexi, not evening talking to me while I sit here bored out of me mind." I said.

"I was only talking to her because she her plane just landed for her, and she wants to know how to get here. I can't just avoid her." He said.

"S-S-She is here?" I said, my heart went down to my stomach. "But your right, you can avoid me, but not her. I get it. She's more important." I whispered.

Than the café door opened, and walked in a tall blonde-headed, perfect legged girl.

"Shawny." She said and smiled.

Shawn got up and hugged her, while smiling, "Lexi."

"Who are you?" She said as she looked at me.

I gulped, "Sophia."

"Babe, this is Sophia, my friend." Shawn smiled at me, I fake a smiled back than looked at her.

"Oh." She smiled. "Nice to meet you." She said as she held her hand out to me.

I looked at her hand, than back to her face, than to Shawn, and than back to the face, and chuckled. I grabbed my frappé. "Yep. Same to you." I said as I started getting my stuff together.

"Where are you going?" Shawn asked.

"Home. I thought it was just going to be a you and me day today, but it's not. And I don't want to be the third wheel today, so I shall go home and watch The Vow or something sad to cry my eyes out from what happened yesterday, since I thought I could cry to you today, but I can't." I smiled at him. "Have fun." I said as I got up.

I needed to get out of that café so bad, my head was spinning, and I couldn't breathe. I pulled out my phone and called Aaron.

"Soph, hey." He said.

"Where are you?" I asked.

"The park with the guys." He said.

"Oh. Ok." I said.

"What are you doing? Are you with Shawn?" He asked.

"Well I was, but Lexi came, yeah she brought a flight here yesterday and came, and I literally felt as if I was going to punch her, so I felt. And now I don't know what to do, but I am going to head home. Bye." I said as I hung up the phone.

Than I started walking.

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I opened the door to the house and sighed.

I took off my shoes, and took my hair down.

"Hi." Someone said, and I quickly turned around. It was Cameron.

"Oh gosh. You are honestly the last person I want to see about now." I said under my breathe, although I knew he could hear me, but whatever.

"Sophia you were the one who fucking said we should take a break, not me!" Cameron raised his voice towards me.

"Yeah I know, but I don't know if you remember I was fucking drinking that night! I probably had like three bottles of something, because I was hurt cause of you! I don't fucking mean what I say when I drink, you should that because you're the fucking same." I yelled.

"Whatever Sophia." Cameron said, as he made himself something to eat.

I wanted to cry, and scream. I was so tired of this.

I ran outside, and than bumped into someone, but they had their arms opened and hugged me.

"Sophia, it's ok." Taylor said, as I recognized his voice. I started crying hard on his chest.

"I...don't...know...what...im...doing...wrong." I said softly, as I pulled away.

"I know I don't k ow what's going on, but whatever is happening it's not your fault. I promise babe." He said as he kissed my forehead.

We walked back inside, and everyone was in their...including Lexi. I saw her, and my eyes when directly to her face, and all I did was stare at her.

"Sophia!" Someone screamed, it's was Aaron.

"Huh?" My voice hiccuped, since I was trying not to cry again.

"Are you ok? How about you go upstairs, and clean yourself up? Matt will go with you." Aaron directed. I understand, I look horrible. My makeup was running, and my hair was a mess.

Matthew grabbed my hand, and lead me upstairs to my room.

"How you are...about the Lexi thingy." He asked.

Than I broke again, and started sobbing. "I don't like it!" I yelled, "I fucking wish she was fucking here! I wanted to fucking talk to Shawn, but now I can without her being right up his ass."

"Feel better now that you got that off your chest?" Matthew asked, as he smiled. I knew he planed for me to tell, it's always helps.

I nodded, and went into my bathroom and removed my makeup, while throwing my hair into a messy bun. I took off my clothes, and put on some pajama shorts, and shawn's obey sweatshirt he let me wear while we were at Magcon, I just never gave back.

Me and Matthew headed downstairs, and the boys and Lexi wanted to play truth or dare, so I decided to play also.

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