Falling In Love ≫ c.a.d

Chapter 33

I walked down to the beach, the sun was setting, and I was alone. Perfect.
The boys kept calling my phone, and texting me, but I ignored it. I just want peace, and silence.

My forever passion was dance. I always used on dance when I was sad, or mad, or needed to clear my mind. Since I was alone on the beach, I decided to dance.

I played 'Lullabies by Yung', and started dancing. After the song ended, I was breathing heavily, which only happens when I put my all into my routine.

I heard clapping, I got up and looked around.

"That was amazing." Shawn said, as he started walking closer towards me.
I sighed.

"You aren't still mad at me are you?" He asked as he grabbed my hand.
"I just want to be alone right now. I didn't want you to see me dancing, I didn't want you to be here with me right now, I didn't want you to be asking me this question. But you are. I wanted to just dance my heart out, cry, and watch the water." I snapped. "I just want to be alone."

He nodded and let go of my hand, and walked away.

I deeply sighed, and sat down on the sand.

I am hurting people from left to right. I want to give up, I am tired of the constant hurting, the crying, the emptiness. Maybe I should just go back home? Maybe I am just home-sick? Or maybe I am just not happy. I will never be happy.

My phone than vibrated, it was from Gilinsky.

{G} : Hey. Are you ok? Please don't do anything you'll regret! I can't loss you, I love you. Be safe. Can I come looking for you?

{S} : Shawn already knows where I am at. I am heading home now, c you.

I walked back home, and opened the door. Lexi was sitting on the coach, and I guess the boys were upstairs.

"We need to talk." Lexi said.
"Um...ok?" I said as I grabbed my bag, and walked over to the living room, but I stayed standing up.

"You need to leave Shawn alone, he doesn't fucking like you. I know you like him, but he is mine! I will take him completely away from him, if that's what I have to live for. You aren't as pretty as me, not even close. And he won't leave me for someone like you! Stop keep your dirty hands off of him. You probably texted him, and told him to meet you at wherever you were at just a second ago." She snapped.

"No I didn't, if you didn't know I actually sent him back here to leave me alone." I said. What's her deal?

"Lies. But i don't care. I will torture you. You are going to figure out how to stay away from him one way or the other. You stop talking to him, or i make him hate you. I have my way." She said.

"Is that so, Lexi?" Shawn said, I turned around, and saw all the boys.

Lexi nervously chuckled, "Babe, we were just acting! You know about my acting career? We were practicing, right Sophia?"

"Save it. We are over. I don't want to see you ever again, leave." Shawn snapped.

He came over to me, and looked me into my eye. "Are you ok?" He asked as he grabbed my hands.

I nodded slowly, "Yeah."

Lexi walked fast over to my face and slapped me causing me to fall hard on the wooded floor.

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THIS CHAPTER WAS CRAPPY ONLY BC I WANTED TO UPDATE FOR YOU GUYS SINCE ITS BEEN FOREVER AND I AM SORRY, CHEERLEADING AND SCHOOL AND GRADES ARE PAIN IN THE ASSES BUT I WILL UPDATE MORE I PROMISE

C U LATER GUYS💗