Poetry

Confused

I don't know how I feel
I love you but I can't tell what I want
I want you but I don't
I want to stay who I am and ride the storm

The days go on and I'm still feeling confused
Confused about what I really want
I want love and I have it but there's something missing
I don't know what but it's not your fault

This doesn't feel right
Yet it leaves me feeling so tight
I want someone like you but I don't understand why not this
I stay up thinking about someone that I truly want to kiss

You are there in my dreams sometimes as my lover
I see you as a friend but sometimes my forever
Maybe I should just give in to what I don't want
I might come round but then I don't know if I'll like it or not

I'm scared for you
Scared of hurting you and not being how I want
The love will surge but I want to know what way it will be
Maybe I should just move on but my heart keeps on turning

What about if I find someone who is more like me?
Will our love end and crush me inside?
I'm just confused about it and need time to think
I'll say I'll be back but I'll probably sink