Poetry

Loss

I keep apologising knowing it won't get better
I want it to but I just can't help
This is all my fault now you're sitting there
Crying tears of heartbreak and listening to the air
I feel broken inside like a shattered window
Fragments of glass reminding me of the pain I've just caused you

The thoughts of what might have happened running round in my head
The dizziness now sinking in making me feel worse that I already do

You tell me it's fine but I know you're not
I can here your crying and I know it's all my fault
I'm sorry but I know I can't help
I don't want to leave you because I still want to stay close

The tears still pouring showing the reflection of what was left of me
Now I'm dead to you but you don't want to tell me that
As I hope nothing as change
I know it will but hopefully not alot

I loved it how it was and want it to be how it was
Why did I have to go and ruin it and show you why it felt wrong?
I love you but I know you can't see that
A different love to you but a love that will never end