Poetry

Addiction

I can feel it, 
Feel it surging through my blood, 
The need to do it is just too much, 
I have to give in

The pressure I get put under by my body makes me, 
Makes me do what I'm trying to stop, 
But maybe there's a positive, 
A positive for life and me

When I do it my life just goes foggy, 
I just see the mist descending in front of me, 
I don't want to do it, 
I have to do it

The motion of doing it makes the pain go away, 
I all of a sudden feel better and energised, 
I know I shouldn't do it, 
I just can't stop it

Now it still forces me to do it, 
But I have gained control, 
The control I have will help me, 
If I slip now it's game over