what if . ｡ bts | discontinued.

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Jungkook's POV

Currently, stable na daw ang condition ni Xandre.

Overdose nga talaga ang cause ng pagc-collapse nya.

Malamang daw ay masyado syang na-frustrate kaya hindi naging sapat para sa kanya yung isang pill so she drunk a lot of it; thinking that the high dosage will be enough. Unfortunately, no. Naging disadvantage lang yun.

Nakampante ako sa naging teyorya ng mga doktor; knowing na hindi pagsu-suicide ang dahilan ng pagka-overdose nya.

I don't know, pero mas ayos na yun. Natatakot kasi ako kapag nari-rinig ko yung salitang depression at involve si Xandre eh.

I mean, she's a friend of mine. Enough na sigurong rason yun para mag-alala kay Xandre.

It's already 11:00 in the midnight but I'm still here in the hospital.

Nag-boluntaryo kasi ako na mag-stay na lang dito sa hospital para bantayan si Xandre.

Naisip ko na baka pagod na sila kaya, pinauwi ko na lang.

"Ah, nurse, paki-bantay lang sya sandali ah. Kukuha lang ako ng kape sa baba," sabi ko dun sa private nurse ni Xandre.

"Yes sir."

Grabe! Hanggang dito, VVIP pa din si Xandre. Woah!

"One Americano, please," I ordered.

"Can I just get your name sir?"

"Jk"

"Jk?"

"J-K"

"Ah, ok, ok. Jk. Coming up, sir!"

Tss. Jk na lang eh. Dali dali i-spell. Mas mahirap kung Jungkook yung sinabi ko.

Tsk. Dapat pala, Justin na lang sinabi ko. Justin Seagull.

"Sir Jk!"

Lumapit ako sa counter at kinuha yung order ko pero bago ako umalis, hinarap ko yung cashier.

"By any chance, don't you know me?" I asked.

"No, sir."

"Do... Do you know BTS?"

"BTS, sir?"

"Yes, yes. BTS."

"Ahh, yes sir, I knew them. My cousin was fangirling over that Kpop group."

"Tell your cousin that you just met Jungkook."

"S-sir?"

"I'm from that group," I said as I waved my hand and go.

Para saan yun? Hindi ko din alam, sorry.

I went back to Xandre's room pero nag-dalawang isip akong pumasok.

Jimin hyung was inside.

Pinanood ko sila sa naka-awang na bukas ng pinto.

"Babe..."

He still call her babe?

"I heard that you'll be in China next week. We'll be back in Korea in three days. Please take care there, huh? Wala na kasi akong karapatan para bisitahin ka sa China eh. I know how much you really hurt me, but I can forget that all for you. I hope, you'll go to our concert in Seoul even though you're not an ARMY. Alam mo kasi, hindi ko in-expect yun eh. I mean, nakikita na kita sa events namin simula nung nag-uumpisa pa lang kami. Siguro nga, palabas mo lang yan. Siguro nga, tama si Yoongi hyung. Planado ang lahat. Connections. That's only what you want from me. You know, your brother told a spectacular story to me. It's about those red strings that connects destined people. He said that every people has it. Those strings were said to be attached on our fingers and while the other end was attached to the ones whom you are destined with," he then intertwined his fingers to Xandre's. "Those strings glow when the connected couple were close to each other. But only matchmakers can see those strings." He sighed. "I wonder where's the other end of my strings connected to. And yours also! Where's the other end of your strings? You got a deep wound because of the necklace I gave you. I'm sorry. Nagasgasan tuloy yung balat mo. Thank you for staying beside me for one month. One month," he chuckled. "Siguro ay hindi mo na din kayang mag-tagal pa yung pagpa-panggap kaya... Ayan. Akala ko talaga... Minahal mo ko. Akala ko yung mga I love you mo, sincere. Akala ko yung mga yakap mo, tunay. Akala ko yung mga halik mo, totoo. Akala ko lang pala yun."