what if . ｡ bts | discontinued.

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『 Xandre 』

What if I accidentally entered their dorm?

What if they accidentally texted my number?

What if my parents fixed a marriage between me and to one of them?

What if I applied on being a group's manager and I'll work for them?

What if I suddenly bump into Bangtan?

What if I suddenly meet Bangtan?

Will it be for better or for worst?

"Dre, mali 'yan. Tanggalin mo yung will it be chu chu," Naii said.

"Lol, trip ko to, lakampake," I said sarcastically.

"What do you mean by lol? Laughing out loud o—"

"Ulol 'yon mamsh, wag ano," I cut her words.

"Hayop ka mamsh," sambit niya at tinarayan ako.

Nagtawanan lamang sila sa pagsasagutan namin ni Naii.

"That's it? Ang konti naman n'yan, Xandre! Damihan mo naman," sambit ni Ashierei sabay turo doon sa listahan ko ng what ifs.

The list of what ifs cringes you? Too childish, you think? Well it cringes me as well. At first. Noong sinuggest ni Aphrodite na sumulat kami ng ganto out of boredom, hindi talaga ako natuwa. But, when we started writing it, ayon, na-enjoy ko naman.

"Eh, sa ito lang yung gusto ko eh," walang ganang sagot ko sa kanya.

"Pero alam niyo, may point din si Xandre," Dareylle said. Agad naman kaming tumingin sa kanya; giving her what-do-you-mean look. "Will it be for better or for worst?" basa niya sa huling tanong sa notebook ko. "If nangyari yun, think about our happiness. Better diba. But, think about their career," muli niyang sambit. At doon, binalot kami ng nakaba-basag na katahimikan.

"Whatever written in that list," I stopped and opened my Anatomy book, "won't ever happen." I look straight to Dareylle's eyes. "We were just fangirls, ok? One of those millions. That's it. Stop dreaming of being their girl someday. Di nila deserve mga tulad natin."

"Grabe naman d'on sa 'mga tulad natin', Dre. Parang insulto na 'yon eh," Ashierei said.

"We are Red Dragons, Ash. Nakalimutan mo na ba kung gaano tayo kinaayawan ng lahat sa university dahil sa ugali natin? Admit it or not, we are fucking spoiled brats," seryosong sabi ko.

Natahimik silang lahat not until when Dareylle spoke. "Xandre, may bisita ka." I looked towards the door and saw my father. He went to the kitchen without even greeting me, her only daughter.

"Sandali lang ah," I excused and followed my dad in the kitchen.

"D-dad," nauutal-utal ko banggit.

"When do you want to fix your life?" Deretsong tanong niya.

"Po?"

"Xandre, you keep messing up with your fellow students. Hindi mo na naiayos and school record mo. Puro gulo na lang and dala niyo sa school niyo. Xandre, nakakalimutan mo na bang isa kang Min!?" Sigaw niya sa akin.

I smiled, "hindi ko po kailanman nakalimutan 'yon. Kaya ko nga nagagawa lahat ng 'to eh." Pinilit kong hindi matawa dahil sa sinabi ko, hanggang sa naramdaman ko ang pagbagsak ng kamay ng tatay ko sa kanang pisnge ko. Bro, that hurts.

"Stop that attitude of yours, Xandre! Wala ka na bang talagang natitirang paggalang!? We didn't build Red Dragons just for the seven of you to act like superior bitches! We build this group for the future of our businesses! Alam ko namang ikaw ang puno't dulo ng lahat ng kagaguhang pinaggagawa niyo. At hiyang hiya ako na ikaw pa talaga, Quiarryxandre!"