Jimin's POV
I launched the gallery and I saw a lot of pictures of us.
I didn't expect that these memories will only remain as memories.
As I was browsing the pictures, I found something really makes me emotional.
Our most recent picture taken earlier.
Then I noticed her smile was sweet but it seems not genuine. Her eyes shows sadness. A pure sadness.
Baby, tell me you just planned it all.
Naramdaman kong humigpit ang pagkaka-hawak nya sa kamay ko.
"Are you awake?" I asked.
"I'm sorry," nanghi-hinang sabi nya.
"Will you let me call you baby for the very last time?" I asked.
She just nodded while her eyes were still shut.
"Are you ok?"
She nod.
"Ano ba naman kasing pumasok sa isip mo at siyam na sedatives ang ininom mo?"
"Frustration."
"Frustration?"
"Nagka-phobia ako sa crowded places. Last month ko lang yun nalaman. My doctor said to take sedatives if I'm going to crowded places para manatili akong kalmado. But because of high pressure and sudden frustration, I lose my senses and drunk those pills in one time."
"Don't lose your senses when you go to China, ok?"
"Yes, sir."
"When you take sedatives, isa isa lang. Consult a doctor monthly. Focus on your studies. Wag mo kami masyadong alalahanin. We'll be fine in our tour."
"Good luck to your new album. I wish y'all well."
"Good luck in your studies too."
"Anyway, where's Jungkook?"
"He left for a while. He also left your phone to me."
"Don't contact me after this."
"Babe..."
"Hahayaan kitang tawagin mo ko sa kahit anong gusto mo, but please. Wag mo na lalo pang sanayin ang sarili mo."
"Don't worry... I won't."
"I'm really really sorry for everything. Hindi ko din naman kasi ginusto mahalin mo ko. Jungkook said that Yoongi oppa reminded you already."
"Ah, yeah. He told me before that I should not fall in love with you."
"You should listen to him instead."
"Wala eh! Masyado akong nahulog sayo."
"You were really pabo."
"Ara ge," I chuckled. "So you're really not an ARMY."
"All of my friends did. But I? Nah."
"Really? But you're attending our events lately."
"Parte lang ng palabas yun. Yung pagf-fangirl ko sayo lately. Those letters I send to you. Those merchandize of your group inside my room. Palabas lang lahat ng yun."
Palabas...
"How long have you been with Mayfour?"
"11 months."
"Mag-iisang taon na pala kayo. Ang tagal nyo na."
"Mag-iisang taon na din naming tinatago ang lahat."
BINABASA MO ANG
what if . ｡ bts | discontinued.
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