what if . ｡ bts | discontinued.

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C/N: ⚠Medyo R18+⚠

Jimin's POV

She put her hands to my chest and pushed me to have distance from her.

I stopped kissing her.

"Xandre, I'm sorr—"

"No"

"No?"

"Jimin... I want it."

"W-what?"

"I absolutely want it."

"Xandre..."

"No innocence was left to my veins, Jimin."

"Xandre—"

"I know you want it too."

She stood up and pulled me for another kiss.

I stopped, "baby, is that you?" I asked

"I'm always this Xandre."

I pinned her in the door and kissed her deeply.

I suddenly stopped.

I remembered everything. Everything happened that night when me and Jungkook got drunk.

"You're the one I called that night, right?" I asked.

She nodded, "you didn't remember?"

"So, you told me you love me that night."

"And you replied you love me too."

"I always do, baby," I held her hand and I pushed her to the bed. "There's no innocence left to my body also."

I kissed her deeply until I reached her neck. Napansin ko'ng may maliit na peklat sya dun.

That necklace ...

That necklace caused her to have this wound.

"That healed already, Jimin," she said when she noticed that I was worried about that.

"Will it be fine if I bite it?" I smirked.

"I told you, it already healed."

I continued kissing her neck then bite it at sometimes.

"Jimin-ah..."

"Mmm..."

"I made a lot of mistakes. I hurt you that much because of my lies. We became too complicated. Are you still going to forgive me because of what I did?"

"I know you have reasons for it, Xandre. I did lot of mistakes too!"

"That's not it Jimin. The thing I did was really... Different."

"Why? Are you going to be married to Mayfour but your now here in my bed with me making the night deep passionate? Is that the reason why?"

"Mayfour..." She chuckled, "we don't have anything."

My eyes widened on what I just heard. "W-what?"

"Mayfour was just a loyal server of my family. Palabas lang ng pamilya ko ang lahat. They want you away from me, for me to be focused on my studies. Kaya pinlano nila ang lahat. Sinabing kami ni Mayfour for almost a year, ganon ganon."

"But, those things I heard. Yung conversation nyo ni Mayfour bago ako dumating... What's that.?"

"We all knew na you'll come, so my parents said that Mayfour and I should have a conversation like, 'I want to be with you already'. Lots of eyes were watching us that night. Lahat sila, konektado sa parents ko. One wrong move at patay tayong dalawa. Kaya ko nagawa yun Jimin. Xinyei ang may hawak ng buhay natin that night. They can kill people no matter who they are. Ayokong madawit ka sa kanila, Jimin. Hindi ko kakayanin."