#28 Chanyeol-Goodbye Summer

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Dedicated to aff(x)tions and my readers:) Bold, italicised words are the english song lyrics of Goodbye Summer, by Luna, Krystal and Amber, featuring D.O Enjoy~

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"You two! No talking in the hallway! Stand outside class for the next lesson!"

I remembered when we were yelled at for talking in the hallway

I don't know why it was so fun even when we were being punished

I giggled as I sood outside with him. "Best friends?" I asked, sticking my pinky out. "Best friends!" he yelled back, grinning at me crazily.

After that day (yeah yeah) we always (yeah yeah)

Stuck together like the Astro twins, you were me and I was you

"Oppa..." I cooed softly. He was near tears but he was holding it back. The night before, he was sobbing when I phoned him.

You cried so much on the day before graduation

You held it in firmly since you're a guy

"Let's go!" yelled his mum. "Sar-," he called before he was pulled away, leaving me behind in the hot summer sun, tears soaking my face.

Just like that hot summer when we couldn't say what we wanted, goodbye

"Omma! This is _____, my best friend!" he beamed. I smiled politely. How I hated those words: best friends. They stopped me from getting what I had always wanted. Him.

The friend label is a label that I got to hate

A tear drops as I remember him. His laugh. His hair. His smile. Everything we had done together that last summer hurt so much.

The feelings I've hidden still remain as a painful secret memory

The photos that can't define our relationship is a heartbreaking story

I'm sorry, summer, now goodbye, yeah

"____, if you want me to stay, I can. It's not a must for me to move," he said seriously, holding my hands in his large warm ones. "Go, pursue your dreams for a better future. I'll be fine," I whispered.

What do I say, we didn't have to play no games

I should've took that chance, I should've asked for you to stay

If only. Life is full of if only. If only I'd stopped him. If only I'd said no. If only I told him what I really felt. If only.

And it gets me down the unsaid words that still remain

The story ended without even starting

We sat together on the beach in the cool summer evening, strumming our guitars, taking turns to sing songs. "I'm sending 143, more than 486..." he sang, gazing at me.

Your song on the last day of the school festival, the flickering summer sea

Our feelings that were precious because we were together

We sat together under the darkening sky, my head on his shoulder and his chin on my head.

Like the deepening night sky, goodbye

"Chingu!" she called. I smiled, but deep in my heart, I hated it so much. Chingu. That stopped me from having what I really wanted. Her.

The friend label is a label that I got to hate

Her tinkling laugh. Her cute eyes. Her red lips. Everything we'd done that last summer, hurt so much to think about.

The feelings I've hid still remain as a painful secret memory

The photos that can't define our relationship is a heartbreaking story

I'm sorry, summer, now goodbye, yeah

If she was here, she'd be bored by how I talk. I'm sorry that I'm like this now. ____, I love you.

If he was here, he'd ditch me. I've become so lame. I'm sorry that I'm not the person you once knew. Remember, I love you.

Chingu. Buddy. Friend. Playmate. I hated all those words. They were the wall that separated me from her.

The friend label is a label that I got to hate

I love you. But you'll never know that. ____, I wish you all the best. You've probably found a better guy than me, one who wouldn't leave you no matter what.

The feelings I've hid still remain as a painful secret memory

The photos that can't define our relationship is a heartbreaking story

Goodbye summer. I'm getting rid of my memories. To move on to heaven.

I'm sorry, summer, now goodbye, yeah

Buddy. Friend. Chingu. Playmate. How I hated those words. They were the hurdles that I could never get over, the hurdles that separated me from him.

The friend label is a label that I got to hate

Chanyeol, I love you. But you'll never know that. You've probably found another girl, one who would fight for you, no matter what. Goodbye summer, I'm getting rid of my memories. To move on to heaven.

A heartbreaking story, I'm sorry, summer, now goodbye, yeah

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A/N: Creds go to kpoplyrics for this song. This is kinda sad, but I don't know why I chose the Happy Virus to be here:/ but somehow he seemed suitable. Actually, I kind of like writing sad now. When I had to write Xiumin's Photograph, I found it kinda hard but when the words came, I couldn't stop writing. Writing sad imagines give me a kind of peace. Yea, the song is real beautiful and D.O sang perfectly. It's a really great song:) I'll be doing a sad(?) or at least fairly emotional story for my next imagine (in my softy opinion),and I'll do a series of fluffy. One cannot write emo forever. I am emo, because I can't go to Exo The TLP, which is today, here in Singapore. THE PAINS OF BEING A POOR FANGIRL T.T What are you favourite songs? Tell me and I'll try to do a story featuring it:) I made a separate book featuring my entries for the Wattpad Drabble contest. Do check it out and give me your thoughts! There'll be more info there:) Ok, I gotta go! Bye! Vote and comment!

-Venus the serene writer sobbing into her thousandth tissue, obsessesd with sad songs because she cannot go to TLP :|

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