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2# ONE SHOT ZAYN: Family

This is longggg(?), but I think it comes closer to reality. And sorry! I so thought I had published this.. turns out I didn't..

Enjoy!

"Stop butting into their problems, Jo," you told your sister off, "It's not our problem, just let them be."

You recently had a family dinner, it went well. On the outside, for strangers.

The sun was burning your skin off being put near the big glass window. Two people complained about not liking the food.

For you however, through all the witty and snarky comments from everyone to everyone here and there you tried to just go along with everything. It didn't matter, after all.. this is for your grandmothers birthday.

Today, your sister came back. You never saw her a lot, she lived with her boyfriend.

You barely saw Zayn, he was always gone. You would stayed with Zayn a lot, though you actually still lived with your parents. Today you only came back because of your sister.

The truth is.. you are quite sensetive when it comes to you sister. No hard laughs, no secrets were shared between you two, no trust whatsoever. Honestly, your mom and sister looked way more like sisters.

Your sister, was your mom's favourite daughter. By 100%, definitely. Everything what you did was wrong in her eyes.

And if you did something good, the reaction would be, "nice".

But the classic one is, "haven't you seen your sister? Her grades were perfect, each of them!"

You have asked your mom what she liked about you, "well.. you are quite pretty.. and you are good to your grandma." More than just that? She said, there isn't really anything and got into the topic of all your negatives that was a 10km chain of words.

Basically, you have been pushed down for years. And you get quite sensitive whenever you get critisism, but from those two only.

"Wow, I come back and I get this?" your sister says. You didn't say a thing, knowing it works like oil and fire, "mom?! You heard that?"

The way her voice calls is like a chalkboard and a nail going against it with force. So you kept quiet.

"I asked her today how she was and I get answers back like 'good' '25th'," mimicking you in a mocking way.

You tried to keep a default face, but your heart feeling not at ease.. again, like everytime you saw her, "I told you, I felt tired."

"When I come back, this is what I get, this attitude," ignoring you.

Everyone in the room here always feels like you are the bad person, telling eachother you have zero experience in life. Stupid, dating a person who can't give what a girl needs in a man. Presence, because Zayn wasn't here.

"Because I feel this way, doesn't mean it's you," you had a rough day. Zayn actually would come home today to see your sister. But because of some things going wrong in the recording room.. they needed a day extra. And your sisters boyfriend? A guy in suit, experienced everything my mom, me and my dad combined. He is the opposite of Zayn, he was still learning about life. He however was a fine person to talk to.. knowing people have flaws. Unlike your sisters boyfriend.. he filtered everything he could find and act supperior knowing it.

Perfect match.

You sighed, not wanting to go further into detail.

The second, you have been planning to go for a trip to many cities in beautiful countries. A dream you had for a long time, but because of unfortunate reasons.. your dream was crushed.