The 10th of December
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Hey babezzz
It's December! The eat-month!
The Holidays are nice. I love them. Everyone together eating and talking with the family. I hope this will be a good Christmas and NYE.
After December, it will be January. My birth month. I will be seventeen without a boyfriend and I will never be kissed before.
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My horoscope told me to focus on family and friends and your beloved ones. Not a potential love mate.
I still am not sure what I am. You know, Bisexual or heterosexual. I do know I will not be lesbian. I like boys too much for that. Hehe.
I always knew girls are pretty and sexy. But I never have had this feeling of you know liking.
Wait.
HOW did we come to this topic?
This was not my FREAKING planning.
You know I am a bit sad. Just because I have no idea what I want in life. Yeah, I do know it, but I don't have the motivation for it. It just seems too much time. And I know I sound lazy and stupid because everything you want takes time. You can't be something you like just by doing nothing. And I am not doing nothing, but I don't have a goal.
That is why I am sad.
But I have got music.
I am going to play guitar after I listened to Swish Swish! ahahaha
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So guys, this was a short month.... I was planning to write more, but the last few days of this year were really busy.
HAPPY NEW YEAR🙌🏽🙌🏽
Have a great wonderful 2019😘
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