The 25th of November (Sunday)
15.29
"Taking steps is easy, standing still is hard"
Who agrees?
The 28th of November (a Wednesday)
22.19
Ah no, *facepalms herself 'cause she is totally behind her school schedule and she didn't write in her book*
The thing is with November is that you're on automatic pilot (just what Soraya said today). You don't think deeply about stuff (only when you have philosophy). You are just like: 'Oh, another tiring day, another bad weather day.' You are so stuck in a routine, it makes me frustrated but also tired. You know? The only thing I am feeling now is tiredness and my conscience worrying about stuff I still need to do, like learning for my philosophy exams, thinking about my future (how in hell do I know what I want to be?), learning, projects, essays, friend meetings (ahh the social life).
Wow.
I just realized something.
You know for all the Dutch girls: Lena Lijstje, that is me! (Lena Lijstje is a character and a book which means Lena List in Dutch and it is written by Francine Oomen).
I don't make lists, but I make numerations
That is great to know.
Holy hell, I just wrote down 200 words! I wish could do that also when I am making my freaking English Essays.
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You know, the November month is always this in-between month, the Interbellum. In October you got Halloween and Autumn holiday and in December you got the Holidays.
Blegh. I just got a cat butt in my face, because my black d=cat wants to cuddle but I have to study.
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a Big Mess of Weird Stuff
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