a Big Mess of Weird Stuff

November 2019

The 27th of November (a Wednesday)

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This is the first day of the month that I wrote! Holy, I had a busy month.

I do. I have a busy month, but I am also really good at procrastination.

November is such a dark month. When you wake up, it is dark and then you still have the feeling that is time to sleep, but it isn't. And that makes me sad. I do like dark when you are safely at home in the evening.

So, how am I doing?

My school life is fine. My friend life is pretty good. I just booked a trip with my girlfriendsss. YAYAYAYAYA

It will be awesome!

My work life is fine. My sports life is not so good.

My love life is not that bad at this moment.

But, per usual, I am scared.

Okay, I should deliberate on so many stuff up above.

You know, the guy I keep talking about (not the one I dream of), we are doing pretty good. Only there is some awkwardness there and I did some really embarrassing stuff. But he still wants to see me, so I think, I am doing good on some levels?

There is also one other thing.

He wants to meet up next Friday and wants me to stay over. I don't know if I am ready for that. It scares me for some reason, 'cause I don't know what will happen. I know, I should not do anything I don't want to do and I know that he will respect that. Still, I am scared. To be honest, I am also kind of excited, but I don't if it is too early? We have been going out like three times.

Pleassseeeee give me some advice...

Oh wait, you can't. This chapter will be uploaded after Friday. Damn it.

I fell from the stairs today.
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I know it has been a long time, I am sorry, but I've been pretty busy and lazy.

I did not stay over.

I am going to Paris next week with school and it is gonna be awesome.

Today I had the presentation of my final thesis, it went well!

And that is all, because I really want to eat my dessert.