a Big Mess of Weird Stuff

November 2017

The 9th of November

16.32

Today has been a crazy day. But first, before I am going to tell about what happened, I am going to make sure that you don't have to worry about all these things I said about the previous month, all these things worked out, happily. Well, uhm, everything is okay. My cat is okay, my best friend is okay and my friend is okay and I don't blame my parents anymore for my insecurities.

So, moving on. I am happy that people aren't going to read this chapter today, because I already send the story to everybody who reads this book (Daantje and Dorine ;)) and they would probably think that I am overreacting or that I am talking about it like it's sensational. It's just, I was pretty damn shocked when I heard all this shit. Because the mind of this boy really snapped.

First things first, I had math and was making my homework really fast, skipping questions, because I wanted to finish it so badly. Suddenly, we heard the fire alarm in the distance, then the fire alarm goes of in our classroom. Everybody thinks it's a fire practice and takes their phone out of their bags. I did too. We walked slowly out of the classroom, following the teacher to the field which is for such occasions. Everybody got cold, but we only had to wait for five minutes before we could go inside again. So every student (including me) and the teacher is back in the classroom. Then, at once, the class heard: 'BONK, BONK, BONK.' Our teacher ran outside and we saw through the windows, what happened in the hallway. A guy banged a chair at a door, but got caught by teachers who came running from other lessons, he got free and ran away. But later on I heard, he was caught by the police, because he also did a few other things.

During the sixth hour (the hour when I had math), the boy was sent out of Spanish class. When he could come into the classroom again, he threw the laptop of the teacher on the ground, turned on the fire alarm, broke some windows and yes, banged with a chair on classroom doors.

The 25th of November

17.19

It's a regular Saturday. I played a basketball game, but won surprisingly. I have a cold since Thursday, because I got soaking wet cycling back to my house from the IKEA which I went to eat a hotdog together with Stella and Soraya. Yep, amazing. Now I am freaking tired, sniffing every time, running as fast as I can to a tissue if I have to sneeze. Okay, well. I am not going to bore with all my problems of having a cold. The past week was not that interesting. Only that my parents, some friends of mine and me think that someone is in love with me. I hope it isn't true, because I only see him as a friend.. Why is the one who likes you always the guy you only want to be friends with? Sigh.

A strange thing also happened on Thursday: I was walking from a classroom to the cafeteria and a group of boys of my class where standing by a table, with one I had accidentally eye contact, but I walked straight passed them. "Don't stare," I heard someone say. When I sat down by my friends, I gave them another look and now two other boys of the group had eye contact with me. I don't know why, but it freaks me out. Lately, I have a lot of eye contact with boys.. I just.. I just don't know how to handle with it. I don't even know these guys. Sorry, maybe this is silly, but only two boys in my whole life had ever interest in me, so I am very sensitive for such things. For instance, I was walking down the hallway, together with my mom (there was a special evening for information about educations at universities) and a guy wiggled his eyebrows at me. I smiled back. Later on, my mom said: "you have turned red." I was like "oh, no." because I knew this guy and, to be honest, I have a little soft spot for him. Damn it, I am a very hormonal teenager whom has never been kissed.

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Hihi, oops. I almost forgot to update. I am so caught up at the Storm and Silence series. It's bad.