EMOTIONS(poems)

P31: SCARED OF DEATH

I've never been this scared of death
Because I know, I have no one to be left
My friends can easily forget me like I wasn't existing
My relatives didn't care because my cousins need more caring
My grandparents shows concern to others than me, I'm not deserving
My classmates have many choices, I'm not who they are looking
My sibling already has partner in life, to her I'm just nothing
My parents can be happier and better on my leaving

I have no one to be left when I'm gone
I can't be the reason of their laugh and fun
I can't make their feelings fine
I can't make their lives shine
I can't be the favorite person of everyone
I don't deserve to be loved by anyone
That's why I'm not scared of death
Anytime I can end up my breath

But it is not the end yet
There is someone who changed my mindset
She always sets up the mood
She stops my world whenever she moved
She made me realized my importance
The beauty of life and its significance
She came when I'm really hopeless
She taught me how to appreciate many things

I appreciate how my friends remember me
I appreciate how my relatives care about me
I appreciate how my grandparents show concern to me
I appreciate how my classmates cherish me
I appreciate how my sibling thinks about me
I appreciate how my parents love me
My life wasn't worst as I think it was
I just need to appreciate the beauty that it has

Now I've realized the reality
I am now scared of death
I'm scared not to be with my love ones daily
I'm scared not to see them smiling and happy
I'm scared not to see them again
I'm scared not to be with them again
I just want to say thank you
For having in my life a loving person like you
Leaving this life without you
Is one of the hardest thing to do
Because of you I'm scared of death
I wanted to be with you until my last breath

-zark

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Sorry guys napaka tumal na updates. Mahirap po kasi budgetin ng time when you're an abm student. Well so far di na po ako nakakapagsulat ng pang broken kasi i already have my girlfriend. We're on the 4th month of our relationship and this poem is for her. First time ko din po magsulat ng english. And gagamitin ko po to for our spoken poetry sa school. Thank you sa mga nag stay diyan na nagbabasa pa din ng poems ko. Sorry talaga kung ngayon nalang ulit. Anyways happy new year for everyone and God bless!!