Panic Attack - L.O

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Melody's POV

I was in Asgard for my boyfriend's brother's birthday party. There was so many people here. Too many people here. I could already sense a panic attack sneaking up. Right now I was in a corner alone. Loki was talking to his parents right now. Adrenaline kicked in for no reason. My first instinct was to run. Which was exactly what I did.

I ran past and through the crowd. My throat and chest was tightening my the minute. I needed fresh air fast. I started breathing heavier as I was running, my eyes stinging.

Why did Loki leave me alone? He knows I need him in big crowds. Goes he not love me anymore? I'm going to die. Die of suffocation from my own body. Where's Loki? I feel like I'm in danger, the hairs on my neck are standing up. I feel like I should be scared. But why? Who cares, there are many dangers right now.

I finally made it to a random hallway where I started hyperventilating and crying. Stupid Anxiety attacks.

Loki's POV

As I was talking with my parents, I was a blur rush by. I brushed it off thinking it was nothing that should concern me. But it was only a minute later when a guard came up to me.

"My prince, you partner seems to be having a panic attack." He said urgently. I rushed to follow him to Melody. He pointed to a door which I opened quietly. I could already hear a woman sobbing. Thats when I saw Melody huddle against the wall with a red face. I calmly approach her.

Melody's POV

"My love, come here." He cooed as he wrapped his arms around me, "You are safe. There is no need to be scared because I will protect you. No matter what or who tries to tear us apart; I will always be here. You are completely safe and loved. Focus on what I'm telling you, darling, listen to my voice. I will protect you and love you until my last breath. I will always love you."

As he was talking, I focused on getting my breathing match his heart rate. He slowly rubbed my arms. I closed my eyes and felt him kiss the top of my head. I could already feel myself becoming calmer. I pulled away from him and wrapped my arms around myself, embarrassed. "Are you okay, love?" He asked, his voice dripping with worry. I nod, my gaze to the floor.

"Thank you, Loki. And I'm sorry." I mumble. Loki pulled me into his arms again.

"There's nothing to be sorry for, darling." He cooed.

"Yes, there is. You shouldn't have deal with a person like me, with lots of problems." I grumble, still not looking at him. Loki picks me up to my feet.

"Melody. You are the best thing to ever happen to me. I don't care about your flaws, I will help you through them. I love you so much I don't want to lose you. You help me with my flaws, I can help you with yours. Please don't ever put yourself down again. If you ever have another attack, come to me right away. You don't need to go through these alone. I am always going to be here for you." He ranted.

This made tears prick my eyes. I wrapped him in a hug and started to cry into his chest. "Thank you. So much. I love you more than any other being in all of the 9 realms." I say. I could hear Loki chuckle.

"You know what? Lets go back to our room. This party is dumb anyway." He said. I pull out of the hug and nod.

We snuck out of the party and came to our room. Loki just closed the door and locked it. Then he came over to me and started to kiss me passionately. I moaned in surprise. He pulled back just a little bit to speak. "Do I need to show you how much I love you?" He asked with a smirk. I already knew what he had in mind. I bit my lip and nodded. He crashed his lips on to mine once again, already tugging at my dress...

Time skip to the next morning

I woke up sore down there. I moaned out of pain. I felt someone rub their slender hand across the side of my torso. "Morning, Love." Loki said. Damn, his morning voice was amazing. I turned over to see his long hair all over his face. I brush some out of the way.

"You son a bitch." I grumbled, still hurting from last night. Loki chuckles.

"Why, my love?" He asked, acting dumb. I arched my eyebrow at him. "Oohh! Last night! Wasn't it amazing?" He joked. I shook my head.

"You tore into my insides." I explain. Loki sat up and let out a pleasurable moan with a smirk.

"And it felt amazing...in the moment." He said, shifting his legs under the sheets. I smirk, so hes also in pain.

"So you're also in pain. But not as bad as me."

"Are you sure about that? Will you ever adjust to me?" He teased. I slapped his thigh under the sheets. He winced in pain and glared at me. But then, he started staring below my eyes with a smirk on his face.

"What?" I asked, scared. He chuckled and reached for my neck. As soon as he put the slightest pressure, I winced. It really hurt.

"That's going to take a lot of make up to cover those hickeys. Actually, don't. They look like my finest work." He said, retracting his hand. I roll my eyes.

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