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Why you'd had to go baby boy💙. You had so much to say for and from our youth. Now that your on going voice or words aren't being heard from your heart anymore I know a lot of people may feel alone and misguided cause I do and that's okay..it's part of being a human but I have to always remember to remember.
He wouldn't want any of us being sad...you feel me? Matter of a fact he's always with you. Whenever you need him just close your eyes and think of him as if he's sitting right in your mind and just start to write to him or talk a loud. He hears you and I'm sure he doesn't mind listening. His energy is so power he's literally everywhere like a burst of light.
Sometimes I find myself angry dwelling on why he isn't still alive. I have so many questions about things I'm sure he'll have the answer to cause it's stuff he thinks about and studies all the time.
So now it just feels hard to have to find those answers on my own with using things he's left behind unfortunately.
I know he'll be back someday in a different form we wouldn't expect and not to mention the best gift he left behind was his beautiful baby boy who's in the arms/womb of a great mom...I know she is and will be even though I don't know her.
Listening to him really made me open my mind more and pay more attention to the things I push to the back of my mind cause they're things I don't quite understand yet.
It made me watch my surroundings more and pay attention to who I offered my energy too. It triggered my inner spiritual wellbeing as well.
I really appreciated the fact he talked about things that were uncomfortable for people like me and you to come out about.
Even questioned a lot of things our youth may have been persuaded to just let go of and keep it moving thinking things will never change.
I hated that I didn't keep up with him like I should've. I found out about him through a friend when KiK was popping back then. He told me about Ski Mask and I ended up finding X when I listened to Take a step back then found sipping tea which was my favorite and then look at me.
I caught back up to him when he made the album "?" I swear I had the song Changes on replay. Cause I was going through a harsh break up at the time with a dumb ex who treated me so badly I forgot what was going on in the world around me and tuned everything out for him. Music and all 😔 which was something that kept me afloat when things were bad.
That song explained my whole story. He started to just change for no apparent reason. I never cheated on him or anything and that's what i didn't understand at alllll. I cried so much...i was sick all the time...my weight was so bad I was skinny asf than i should've been thinking I was fat the whole time but looking back at this shit breaks my heart cause I wasn't at all. I'll insert a picture then vs now with my healthy and better relationship now.
