XXXTENTACION IMAGINES

Deepest Darkest Secrets

You're Kaylyn in this story.

Kaylyn's POV

"Nah. I don't like this outfit either. This why I hate going shopping." I sigh

Jah looks over at me moving his blue locs out his face putting his phone in his pocket.

"Baby you look good. What you mean?"

"Jah I just don't know. Doesn't look as good as it would on me before I gained this extra weight."

"What I tell you about self sabotaging? & Why you always hiding your stomach?" Jah comes over trying to move my hand

"It's nothing significant...I just don't like that area." I say starring at myself in the mirror holding back tears

"Move your hand Kay..." he says softly

As I moved my hand the scar from my suicidal attempt was revealed and I bit my lip still fighting the urge to cry

The silence spoke volumes

"I'm gonna go change." I say walking towards the dressing rooms but he grabs my hand mid turn

"When we get back to my place we'll discuss it." He kisses my hand making me smile before walking back to the dressing room.

After I changed Jah paid for what I wanted to keep and we left to go back to his house.

It was a silent car ride home. Normally when it's like this he's either hurt or just in deep thought.

Jah's Crib

"You thirsty?" Jah says looking in his fridge

"No I'm good" I sat on the couch laying on a pillow

As he sits down next to me he grabs my hand holding it

"What happened to your stomach? That scar looks recent."

"Before we started dating things were getting a little rough for me...my mom kicked me out I had no where to go and getting over the hurt my ex dished out made things worse...I just wanted to die. Felt like no one loved me or wanted me...when you came along you've changed that for me."

"You have such a beautiful soul...of course you didn't deserve nothing that happened to you but in the end it always brings out the best in us. Whatever your going through will never last always and everything that happens is supposed to happen remember that. I love you so much I'm glad you didn't die." He says looking away starring at some art on the wall some fans sent a week ago.

Wiping my tears I hugged him tightly. His energy was so genuine...thinking about all the good times we've had together made me feel better instantly

"You staying here tonight." He says pulling away "Gotta make sure you're good." He smiles

"I'm cool with that." I nod "You going live on twitch?"

"Ehhhh...I could but I just feel like me playing games and shit isn't my "thing" I'm horrible at it." He laughed

His laugh is so cute ❤️

"I'm my opinion that shit be funny though. I always go back and rewatch your lives when I'm feeling sad or miss you and it changes my mood completely especially when you play fortnite with Dontae." I smiled pulling myself onto his lap

He rolls his eyes "Only cause you go back and watch em...I'll go live." He face palms himself

"Gimme kiss" I leaned in to kiss him

After we kissed we headed up to his room with his dog for the rest of the night.