XXXTENTACION IMAGINES

He Comes To Visit You | Emotional 🖤🕊🧸

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"Why did you have to leave me like this?" I asked myself sitting on the step at his memorial with my face in my hands.

I came alone trying to get closure for myself and suddenly I felt a tap on my shoulder giving me hella chills and a weird vibe but it was comforting.

"It's only temporary."

I hear a voice say behind me. I turn around seeing nothing there.

"I'm right here."

I hear the same voice again. I look to my left side seeing him sitting right next to me sending chills through my spine even more. It couldn't be.

"Come here." He opens his arms welcoming a hug.

I fell into his arms crying my heart out relieved that it was him.

"Come back bruh. People fucked up without you being here Jah." I pleaded

"I'm already here. I'm everywhere now to protect you. Even in your darkest thoughts...when you're searching for a way out...just think of me."

"Why did this have to happen to you out of all people? You were a good person! Guiding the youth which is a difficult task but you took it and made it happen."

"It's a lot of things you may not understand now but I promise you will later." He adds

"FUCK BRUH!" I yell out. He rubs my back while I was balled up trying to calm me but it wasn't enough.

"Baby chill. Okay? I'm always here. You understand?" He says looking into my eyes. I could barely make eye contact cause it broke my heart seeing him in this form.

"Honestly if anyone didn't have a dad or mom or just...anyone...you were that person that filled that void on some real shit. I-"

Right when I was venting to him a security guard interrupted my thoughts.

"Hey we're about to close! Wrap it up Alright?" He tells right at me. I didn't even respond I just nodded.

I looked back to find him gone again. It broke my heart. I wasn't even done talking to him yet.

I stood up and placed some things I brought for him on his step.

"I love you...and always will Jah."

Trying to hold back tears I turned around and began to walk back to my car when I heard a voice say "Look up" really low.

It was a heart in the sky shaped perfectly. That's when I knew he was really watching over me and always with me like he said.

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#LLJ 💙🕊🧸

I got something I want to share but don't know if I should.....eeeeehhhhh.....I don't know I'm still thinking about it.

If I decide to it'll be released on his birthday.

💕...I still think of him as being alive sometimes. Like his energy never left us.