XXXTENTACION IMAGINES

Save Me

Xyra

I was just waking up from a nap that was surely needed since I've had one hell of a day. I reached over to my night stand grabbing my phone and began to scroll through my notifications seeing that my boyfriend called me over 50 times.

"What the.." I say calling him back. After 2 rings he picks up the phone.

"Aye Xyra come quick bruh. Yo friend Jahseh on some mo shit." He says sounding like he's struggling

"What the fuck is going on!?" I say...I felt the energy and it didn't feel good at all.

"Mane tryna-....*Grunts and yells: STOP BRUH ITS NOT WORTH IT* HE TRYNA KILL HIS SELF XYRA" my boyfriend says making my heart drop to my feet...

"I'm- I-...IM ON MY WAY!" I cried fumbling around throwing on my house shoes grabbing my phone and purse.

When I hung up the phone I whispered to myself

  "Please Jahseh...baby don't do this to me..."

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When I pulled up to Jahseh's crib i just pulled into his yard and got out the car forgetting to lock my doors and everything.

I rushed to the door seeing that it was already cracked open. Right when i walked in I screamed out of anger..."JAHSEH WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!"

I'll be damned if he leaves me here on this fucking earth by myself. We've been through too much together...

His head snaps up looking at me as he was huffing and puffing viciously...I walk over pulling my boyfriend off Jahseh.

Instantly I kneeled down and hugged Jahseh tighter than I've ever did before...I know it may have made my boyfriend feel some type of way but who cares.

"You know you got shit to live for and people that care for you! What are you doing Jah?" I cried holding him

"I'm just tired...I-" he sighs

"Ima be outside I needa smoke" my boyfriend says before heading out the door

"I'm tired Xyra...I told you I'm not too good at mental pain.." he sighs "I've tried reaching out to people and I'm tired of reaching"

"Why you just didn't call me Jahseh?!"

"You have a boyfriend Xyra! What the hell I look like calling you at 3am saying how i feel lonely and shit!"

"WHO CARES!!" I yell out of frustration "YOU COULD'VE BEEN GONE FOREVER JUST BECAUSE YOU WOULDN'T SPEAK THE FUCK UP!"

"I just wouldn't want to ruin you guys relationship like i ruin everything else.." he looks down

"Jahseh look at me." I lift his chin up "Don't ever think no shit like that your well bein comes first for me and that's what I'm trying to stress to you...you're literally all i got when everything is all said and done...like come on you're like my brother." I started to cry a little

"Save me...please" he whispers in my ear crying which broke me even more...

I pulled him in for a hug rocking him back and forth comforting him as much as I could.

We pulled away from our hug staring at each other eye to eye

"I got you okay?" I say wiping his tears that were constantly falling

He nods looking down at my lips. As he was leaning in my boyfriend came back in.

"Xyra. Just call me when you make it home i got some business to handle right quick"

I looked at him and nodded. I turned back to Jahseh seeing the sight of tears still falling.

"You can go Xy I'll be fine, honest" he holds out his pinky

"Come on you staying with us. Pack yo shit." I say getting up off the floor pulling him up.

"You know damn well he-"

"Fuck him." I rolled my eyes "Now bring ya ass" I said grabbing my phone looking at the time. "Grab what u need we'll come back for the rest later"

"But-"

"Aight na...I'm not playing with you Jahseh" i threw my hand on my hip

"Ugh...Fine." He says going to his room

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