Love sweet like sugar- lxreader

Friends can only stay friends (Pt3)

I felt a pair of arms wrap around me

"Please..can you just spend the night with me so I'm not alone"i hear L say desperately as I feel his tears soak my shirt

"L..."

"Please (Y/n)" he softly cries

I turn to him and pull him into a tight hug and let him keep on crying in my arms

(F/n) really mattered to him so her doing something like what she just did completely destroyed him

"I just don't want to be alone anymore..people keep on leaving me I have no one besides you who has stayed with me.."he cries "why doesn't anybody love me (y/n)" he said sobbing while holding on to me tightly

"Lawliet that's not true I love you, Watari loves you, you're successors love you, a lot of people love you"

"Then why didn't (F/n) love me" he cried

"You don't need someone like her to love you." I hugged him tighter

"Then why is it so important to me" he cried

It hurt seeing him like this, completely heartbroken because of his terrible ex just cheating on him in his own house

"C'mon, you have had a really hard day and you need some rest. I'll stay with you until you fall asleep how's that?" I looked up at him

When I looked up to him I just saw his tearful eyes and the tears staining his cheeks

"Yeah...okay" He said wiping his face

I take him back to my room as he got on the bed and i tucked him in

I lay down next to him and I can still see him crying

I hug him from the behind and kept him close me as I could hear his soft sobs

I really wanted to do more but I didn't know what to do

I could hear the small little hiccups L had from all the crying

I pulled him closer to me as I hug him tight

Soon all the hiccups and crying had stopped and L had fallen asleep

"Well at least you're asleep..." I sighed to myself

"I wish.." he replied his voice cracked

"L..."

He turned around to face me

"Why can't I stop thinking about her?" He says tearfully

Even though it was night the moon light shinned and I could see L with his puffy red face and tears

"It's not easy to move on...you'll still think about her but you can move on some day.." I said

"But why! Why can't I just forget about her and just move on?! Why do I have to keep crying about her?! Why do I feel like I was the one who did something wrong?! Did I? Was I not making her happy?!? Please I just want to know?!" He said sobbing and yelling

This is the most pain I have seen L in

"Everyone does something for a reason...so what was hers.." he says getting his breathing slightly under control

I didn't know how to answer

"I know today was really hard for you and I understand how it feels when you love someone but they just leave you and-"

"How?! How do you know what I'm feeling?! How do you understand how it feels to be heartbroken?!" He cried as he cut me off

I could feel the tears start to fall