gangsta - riverdale sweet pea

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The kiss was long, and Malachi attacked it with heaps of passion, whereas mine was false. It made me sick to the stomach that sweet pea might be somewhere right now, trying to find me, whilst I'm here fraternising with the enemy.

His hands roamed over the back of my body, and he only broke the kiss for a few moments to lock the door with the key. This is when my heart really sunk, I can't have sex with him. Surely he wouldn't have sex with me straight away? Wrong. What could I do though? I can't just suddenly back out and say no can I? But this is the guy that let me get raped, the guy that kidnapped and stabbed me. How could I even think about kissing him? It was too late though, as he had managed to play with the hem of my vest and pull it over my head.

I didn't kiss him anymore. I was actually nervous. I'd never had willing sex with anyone other than Sweet Pea, and the other times had been forced. This was not fun at all. He left tender kisses over my neck and bare collarbone, creating small speckled bruises on my skin.

I pushed his chest away from me gently, and he leant back with a confused glance.

"You okay princess?" He mumbled, pushing some hair from my face. His finger brushed over the heart shaped scar that he had etched into my cheek himself.

He was being surprisingly calm and sweet, and his touch was gentle when he pushed the hair behind my ear.

"Sweet Pea" I managed to blurt out.

He shook his head and bit his lip as his eyes rolled into the back of his head.

"You're still hung up on that bastard? If he was a good boyfriend where is he? We're only at the wyrm, they all know we're here. Where's he?" He asked, and he was actually being rather sincere. It wasn't a forceful or angry tone, it was more a pleading one.

"I- he just" I said, giving up completely. I dropped my head down sadly, my new fringe covering my eyes from his view. A few tears pricked at them, suddenly realising the inevitable fate that was never being close to Sweet Pea again.

"He's not here" I added, my heart sinking.

He wasn't wrong. We are only at the Wyrm, why was it taking them so long to get me? It has been months now, maybe he just lost hope. I've lost hope too, I don't blame him. Maybe he doesn't care that much anyway. Oh my god, maybe he just went out with me in the first place because he wanted to suck up to FP. These were new thoughts that had only just entered my mind, I can't tell if this gang is slowly brainwashing me, or if I'm going slightly mad. But I do know one thing, I feel lonely and I need that loneliness to be fulfilled.

I grabbed Malachi's face in my hands, pulling him towards me to plant his lips on mine passionately. I didn't want Malachi in particular, I wanted anyone that would make me feel wanted. Why the sudden change of heart you might ask? I couldn't tell you either, but I have a feeling that the words that Malachi just said really struck a nerve inside me, and well here we are now.

He picked me up, my bare stomach pressed against his clothed one, and his lips kissed mine hungrily, nibbling at my bottom one gently.

He walked us over to the bed and laid me down, straddling me as he pulled his shirt over his head. I don't know what came over me, and why I wanted to be loved so badly. It was probably all of the shit that I had bottled up and I just wanted to have one night too feel good.

Propping himself up, with his elbows at either side of my head, he kissed down my neck and jawline roughly, definitely leaving a few tender marks over my skin.

My arms draped lazily over his neck and I pulled him closer to me. This plan didn't seem so bad after all, maybe I would ditch the escape now. After all, we had talked about how Sweet Pea hasn't come to find me, but neither have the others. I would understand if it had been weeks, maybe a month or two. But three months? Surely the gang or even the police could have been involved by then.

But for now, all I could do was play the waiting game. Well, a waiting game that included Malachi.

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I awoke to a banging on my door, and I shot up in shock.

I looked to my left to see a naked Malachi next to me, and looked down to see that my body was also completely bare. Our underwear was scattered over the room messily, and his arm was draped over my bare stomach.

"Wake up! I'm coming in" I heard Penny shout.

"Malachi" I shook him but he pulled me back down to snuggle me into his chest.

She's going to come in and see this and I'm dead. She's going to kill me. This isn't what I'm here for, I'm not here to have fun.

"Don't worry" He grumbled, rubbing his hand down my thigh.

Shivers rushed over my body as I heard the keys jingling the door open, and when I saw her face my eyes widened. She had a proud grin on her features, which made me both relieved and sick at the same time.

"Aw look at you two getting along nicely" She grinned, throwing down some black boots and some other random pieces of stark black clothing.

My cheeks flushed pink whilst Malachi wore a proud grin.

"Get these on, we're going somewhere" She smirked, leaving the room with a wink.

Oh god, what are we doing now?