The Shy Girl's Bad Boy (Interracial) ✅

Ch. 59 The Apple and the Tree

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Dianes pov

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"I told you not to go up there!" 

"Ughhh.... I see a bright light in front of me" I say exhausted, squinting my eyes. 

Travis blocks the sun from my eyes, "Better?" "Much better." he helps me up on my feet, sliding my sleeves up, "What're you doing?" when it applies to my hoodie, I am serious about it. One of the few things I am serious about. My hoodie is like my pure out privacy, if I go without it I'll feel....naked in a way. "Just making sure you're okay" "Are you okay? That's the question." I respond, referring to the party. "Better than before. I promise it won't happen again...well-"

"You're not supposed to be partying in the first place, that's what got you into this mess " "I know" he whines.

 "You know well but, Travis are you even listening to me at all? It's more than me that's worried about you." I look at the ground, pulling my sleeves back down while slightly mesmerized by the wind patterns blown across the grass. "Diane that's the point." he huffs. "I can't live with out you, I tried to move on but I couldn't." 

"I still don't see what makes you care about me so much. I would've thought  you would be more into...someone of your own race? I can't even kiss you unless you-" I didn't even finish my sentence as he picked me up suddenly, "Your wish is granted 😄" I was almost surprised, but I'm at his height, is this what's it's like to be tall? I thought about all of the times we had together-AS FRIENDS! From happiness to joy to awkwardness and even times we get mad at each other....like just a bit a while ago, and maybe when we somehow got closer than friends.  But I don't even know how that came about. Maybe it was because of that stupid bet? But I don't even know if I'm ready to be in a relationship? Is Travis ready to be in one?...well I already know he is. He said he would do anything for me, even buying a $1000 camera that my grandparents have no idea about. Actually I forgot to tell them about it. Whoops ^^;

We looked into each other's eyes, the sun light shimmering into his eyes. I looked away quickly, still trying to settle into eye contact (introvert probs relate 200%). 

I was completely embarrassed of the fact that I had no idea how to kiss. Every girl should know how to kiss. But nope not me, and what does that make me? A girl from out of this world. Despite the few times of what happened before, I'm still not used to it.

"What's wrong?"  he tilts his head.  "I..I don't know anything about the lip touching" I look at him taking a small glance at the top of my lips. (I sir do not have such ability of the meeting of one's lips out of the feeling you call love, good sir)

 "Well I can show you again" he gently pulls my face closer. 

I slowly close my eyes, feeling  his lips meeting mine. My heart jumped and slowly adjusted back to normal. 

Well that was until other things happened.....I think.

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I was depressed very badly before, I mean, I passed out in the cafeteria before. You know, you just gotta find something that will take you away from the world's struggles, find your own world. I found astronomy, and you found weed and partying. We all find our worlds, we just need to know how to properly rule it, will it be joy and happiness? Or will it become an addiction that will consume your body and control you?

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Quite a coincidence there isn't it Diane? *sips tea* *ahem* Quite.

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