[I'm (not) Sorry :)] <A BTS FF>

Suicidal?

You were woken up by Hoseok. He had plates of food in his hands. He gave you the plate of food and he sat down on the bed next to you. You got into a sitting position. "Good morning." You said. "Good morning." He answered.

Something about him was so off today. He looked stressed. "What's wrong?" You asked. "Another mission. The thing is you'll have to come with us and we're risking getting you killed." He said. "Oh for fuck sakes! Did you forget about Jin shooting me?" You shot back.
He smiled at you and you were so confused.

(Time skip)

15:30 PM

You all started preparing for the mission. You wore a comfy black hoodie and some jeans with stylish shoes. You had pocket bands around your waist, upper right thigh, lower left thigh and one on your upper right arm.
You still had the electric collar on.
You had two knives, some small but loud explosives and a lighter.

We all got into the van and started driving to another unknown place.
After 10 minutes of driving, well more like speeding. You were finally there.
You arrived at a large building. It looked like an old bank. Everyone got out and you followed.

Once you entered the building it was awfully quiet. After a few minutes of analisisng the surroundings we all started moving. We walked towards a staircase which lead to a rooftop. On the rooftop we're eight men. Almost all of them were armed.

"Y/N you know you'll have to get your hands dirty as well?" Hoseok Said.
Wait. You were going to stab someone?! You shook your head.

Without waiting Yoongi sprinted at one of the men and so did the others. All seven of them took the other seven and you were left with one man. He was way taller than you.  And he sure was stronger.  He laughed at the sight of a teenage girl shaking in her boots.
"You think you can take me down?"
He asked. You put on a serious face and nodded your head. "Well I would love to see you try! You should just give up already and go cry to your eomma!" He said.

That set you off.

You bolted at him full speed knocking him down. He managed to pull you off without trying much. You were quick on your feet and so was he. You noticed him reaching for his knife. The others were fighting the men no problem. You both had a staring contest before he bolted at you. You were quick to pull your knife out and swing it in front of me. He backed away and then stared me down.  I was the one to run at him and punch him in the face. He swayed back and forth a little before balancing and then ran at me. I stuck out my knife and he ran into it. The knife got stuck in his abdomen. He was screaming and I was looking at my now blood soaked hands.

I....

I stabbed a person.

"Oh shit!" I yelled. "I'm- so-" you were cut off by an applause. "You had the balls to stab someone!" Jin clapped.
You were still looking at your blood stained hands and jeans. There was a little bit of blood on your face as well.

The man was struggling to breathe and continued to roll around on the floor.
"Oh cut the bullshit." Yoongi said while pouting his gun at the mans head.

*bang*

After that the man went silent. Yoongi killed him.

Taehyung and Jimin were bruised a bit.
Hoseok and Jungkook were carrying packages of something. And the rest of us sat in the van. It was silent for a bit of time until Namjoon spoke up.
"What are your biggest secrets?"

Everyone looked at him surprised.

"I was a dumb kid?" Jin Said.
"I had the weirdest haircut ever" Namjoon Said.
"I've had depression" Yoongi said.
"I ran away when I was 5" Said Hoseok.
"I hated myself" Jimin Said.
"I hate Y/N" Taehyung Said.
"YAH!" You yelled at him.
"Same" Jungkook Said.
"What about your secret Y/N?"
Namjoon Asked.
You lowered your head in shame.

"Y/N?" He repeated.

"I-"

"I have an abusive father."
You said.

The van was filled with silence.

You could feel everyone staring at you.

"Why-"

" He was an alcocholic by 30. Mother committed suicide at the age of 28."
You spat out.

You said nothing else the ride
home was quiet.

A/N

Sorry for another short chapter.
My mind isn't functioning at all.
And I had no idea what to write for the secret part. I'm dumb

-lots of 사랑 to you-

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