“Delusion”
There’s a chimera in my brain
Everytime I think of you
I turn delusional
Every minute, every hour.
Am I only daydreaming
That you are here with me?
Are my arms truly wrapped around you
Hugging you like there’s no tomorrow?
Are all these just part of my phantasms?
That you are mine and mine alone?
And am I really witnessing your smiles?
Why did I end up like this?
Ha! All my thoughts are just pure imagination
Please don’t wake me up
From this dream where I want to live forever.
If it’s quite real, then it would suffice.
Despite the undeniable facts
I concede to drown in my deluded thinking
It’s just that I cannot accept the truth
By thinking about it, I’m already hurting.