Let me love you [ JIKOOK/Yoonmin]✔️

chapter 19

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Jimin Pov

"I won't marry him." Maybe if he was going to say to marry Jennie maybe I could accept it, but Jungkook? I can't.

"You will and this is the end of discussion!"

"Hah really?" This is getting in my nerves. "Weren't you the one who didn't except me 4 years ago when I confessed to you about me loving a boy? Weren't you the one who told me to never think about being with a boy ever again... weren't you the one who told me I'm not your son because of me being gay? Huh?"

How dare he? How can he force me to marry a boy after all those years trying myself to never have a crush on boys? Because of him I even hurt Kookie , because of him I couldn't be with the one I loved for real. It's not Jungkook the one I love , it's someone else but he got hurt the most knowing that I don't like boys at all. The one I love is not Jennie, I keep her because I don't want dad to suspect something.

"It's your fault! All of this is because of you!"

*slap*

"How dare you talk to me like that? I'm your father!"

"Now you are my father? Where were you all those years? You didn't even ask how I felt . If I was sick or I was eating healthy. You didn't care if I was still alive. You? My father?"

"Jimin, son don't talk like this to your father. Let's sit and talk calmly. Okay ? Let's think about it once again huh? Maybe you'll change your mind later. Jungkook is not a bad guy ,you also know that ."

"I'm leaving " I got up fast and left the house , shutting the door closed. I didn't turn my head back. My mother kept calling me but right now I don't want to talk with anyone. I need to talk with the one making all this fuss.
After walking and walking , I don't know but I see myself at Jungkook's house. If I talk to him nicely he will stop with this marriage. I know he will. He always listens to me when I ask him something. He doesn't need me . He needs someone who really loves him and makes him happy. I'm not the one who he needs .I can't make him happy. I will only make him suffer more and more . I don't want that for him.

*ding-dong*

After some seconds I see Jungkook opening the door. His smile got bigger after watching me but right now I'm here to make things clear with him.

"Hyung what are you doing here? Did you come to see me?" He looked excited after watching me nod.

"Umm...yes . I'm here to talk with you."

"Yes come inside. My mother is not here . She is outside. We can talk freely. Do you want something to drink? Wait here I'll bring you something. " He turned to leave to the kitchen but I stopped him.

"No it's okay. I don't need anything. I'm here to talk with you and then leave. I won't stay too much." I see disappointment in his eyes after listening those words from me but he doesn't say anything. He just nods.

"I'm here to talk about marriage. Are you seriously going to go till there? Aren't you tired?" I looked in his eyes as I spoke. His eyes have something that I don't understand what it is. He looks deeply at me but doesn't speak. What is he thinking?

I pull my hands reaching for his and I caress them . His hands are cold and are trembling too. He looks afraid. Of what? "Jungkook. .."

"I forgot my mum told me to go buy some fresh vegetables. I need to go buy them before they close the shop." He interrupted me from talking but I can't stop here either.
"Let's talk later okay? Now I can't talk with you."

"I can't later. Let's talk now." I stop him from leaving.

"Jimin not now. My mum needs me to go buy vegetables." He still insists to not talk about what is going on.

"I need you to stop this marriage."After hearing those words he stops walking and his money fell out of his hand.

"I don't want this marriage Jungkook. I want you to stop it before getting more serious. "

" I can't. " I hear him say . His words coming out of his mouth look desperate. "Because I want to marry you" He looks desperate.

"If you love me like you say you need to let me go. Please let me go Jungkook-ah. Please!" I go closer to him and sit in my knees pleading to him to let me go. He fast comes closer to me and hugs me tight .

"That's the problem hyung. " He keeps shaking his head and never letting me just hugging me tighter than before .
"I'm so much in love with you to let you go. I love you so damn much to leave you and walk away from you. I love you Jimin hyung , so fuckin much. " A tear escaped from Jungkook's eyes while still hugging Jimin.

"It's just you who loves me Jungkook-ah." It was hard to break the hug because he wouldn't stop hugging me but I broke the hug anyway and now i
looking at his eyes. "I don't love you ."

'It hurts so bad to hear this.'

"N-no no don't say that." He shook his head in denial. "I just need a chance. Please give me a chance . I'll make you love me too. I'll love you so much that you won't think about someone else. I will do anything you want to be happy. Just don't say that you will leave me again. " He really is trying his best not to cry but his tears just keep falling. I know he is hurting and I'm hurt too but it won't work . I just know it.

"Hyung hyung listen to me okay? I'm gonna treat you so good . I'm gonna be the best husband ever. I'll accomplish all your dreams . Tell me what do you want? Money ,power ,house ,building anything .
Anything? You name it and I'll do it for you. I'll give you everything. "

"I want you to leave me." He looks at me for a moment and then gets up going to the front door and open it.

"I can't do that" he said with an angry voice and then leaves shutting the door loud . What am I going to do now?

End Jimin's Pov

That was chapter 19 guys . I hope you liked it . It was short. Sorry for my autocorrections. Maybe I'll update this week again . This week is I finish my exams and I'll write this book regularly. Thank you . Love you all.