ZIANAH'S POV
As I was walking in a hallway, my friend shouted.
"Ianah,your request has been approved, you're going to transfer to states na. Gusto man kitang pigilan ay hindi ko naman magawa total it is the thing you really want." sabi ni Cheska,my Best friend.
"Thank you Frenny! Omygeee "sigaw ko sa kanya dahil sa excitement.
We ate at the favorite restaurant of ours to celebrate and of course, for our last dinner together.
"Alam na ba ito ni Jaxon? Hmmm?"tanong niya gamit ang tono ng pagiging concern. Well, she's the only one who knew about me entering the SIS.
"I will not tell him nalang,he might get hurt at the same time, he will be mad kapag sinabi ko na aalis ako at mag-aaral na sa States. "sabi ko sa kanya thinking and imagining of what will be the reaction of Jaxon when time comes that he will finally know that I'll be transferring into another school far from him.
"Ianah,mas magiging masakit pa iyon kung sa iba niya pa ito malalaman,just tell him nalang. Jaxon, sa States na ako mag-aaral. Easy as that. "sabi ni Cheska,madali para sa kaniyang sabihin ito dahil hindi naman siya ang nasa posisyon ko. And Jaxon? I know how he'll broke sooner or later pag nalaman na niya to mismo sakin o sa iba. Pero hindi pwede.
"Pero hindi naman niya ito malalaman diba? Only me,my family,Dean,and you know about this transfer thingy, so if you can keep secrets, he won't know this. "sabi ko sa kanya. Bobong tanong.
Wala naman talaga akong planong iwan ang taong pinakamamahal ko but I'm doing this for the sake of him,for his safetiness.
Yeah, before it was my dream to study in states but when I finally met Jaxon nawala iyon pero hindi ko aakalaing matutupad at lilipad parin syempre ako sa states.
I want to slap my face and beg to stay,pero sadyang may sariling isip ito at ayaw akong pakinggan,gusto kong manatili dito kasama siya pero kapahamakan naman ang kapalit ng aming kaligayahan.
Madame Victoria is a friend of mine. Before entering the agency, she already told me what will be the possibilities if I'll join this org. She told me about dying during encounters, being trapped, die while saving others, failed missions, death threats. At first, I hesitate. But when I already saw the names of Smiths, and Lintons as the top names to hunt, to dragged down, there I made up my mind. I'm going to save my families.
At ngayon, kasalukuyang nag-aaway ang puso't isipan ko,pero nangako na ako sa sariling sasabihin parin ito kay Jaxon,sasabihin ko sa kanya ang kagustuhan kong lumipat ng paaralan.
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Makalipas ang ilang araw ay dumating na ang araw ng ikatlo naming anibersarya.Yes,we are already three years in relationship and for our safetiness, I'm willing to sacrifice it.
Pagbangon na pagbangon ko agad agad kong kinuha ang aking Callphone upang tignan kung may mensahe ba siyang ipinadala and yes,as I expected may long sweet message siyang sinend sa akin.How can I leave this guy?I really love him,God knows how much I love him.
Agad agad akong pumasok sa Cr upang maligo at mag-ayos na muna para sa date namin mamaya.Nang matapos ay bumaba na ako sa Sala at naabutan doon ang aking nakababatang kapatid na si Ziarah na nakaupo sa sofa.
"Alam na ba niya?"tanong niya na tutok pa din sa librong binabasa niya.Pssss pakialamera.
"Ang alin?"tanong ko kuno.
"Come on sis,alam na ba ni kuya Jaxon na aalis ka?Huh?"tanong niya ngayon na nakatitig na deretso sa aking mga mata.
"I don't want to tell him that I am leaving and I don't have plan too."sabi ko.
